Wednesday, November 11, 2009

i wish you loved me

somethin, somethin as simple as me hearin your name(hearin your name)
Puts me, puts me in a place that I can't even explain (uh oh, no I ain't never been here before)
I really didn't know back then
But right now I'm totally sure
Baby I know I'm your friend
But I wanna be much more

[Hook:]
I get butterflies when I see you comin
Ooh boy you got me runnin'
This feelin' in my stomach
Tells me I should be your woman
Cause your the only one who makes my fairytale come true

[Chorus:]
How can someone make so sad
But still I only want them to stay (want you to stay)
I wanna say I love you so bad
But I don't wanna scare you away (but I don't want to scare you away)
Please, I wish that you'll understand
That I wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me

[Verse 2: Sammie]
You think that I ain't feelin' you but let me explain (let me explain)
Since, since, since, since hearin' your side of the story it's clear we're feelin' the same
No I really didn't know back then
But maybe it was better then cause now I am a better man
And you ain't got to wish no more
Baby I'm wat you've been waitin' for

[Hook:]
[Tynisha:] Maybe this is why
[Sammie:] I never really liked your male friends
[ Tynisha Keli Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
[Tynisha:] Why
[Sammie:] Never thought that they deserved your attention
[Tynisha:] Why
[Sammie:] I never realized that in your life it was me you were missin'

[Chorus:]
How can someone make me so sad(I don't know)
But still I only want them to stay(I'm a stay with you baby)
I wanna say, I love you, so bad (I love you too)
But I don't wanna scare you away (How can you scare me away baby)
Please, I wish that you'll understand (Tynisha I understand)
That I wanna be more than just your friend (The feelin' is mutual)
I wish you loved me

[Bridge:]
[Tynisha:]
Said if you really love somebody
I mean really, really, really, really love somebody
Let me hear you say yea, yea
Let me hear you say yea, yea
[Sammie:]
If you really know you need her
And you know deep down your never gonna leave her
Let me hear you say yea, yea
Let me hear you say yea

[Chorus:]
Tell me how can someone make me so sad (Make me so sad) (I don't know)
But still I only want them to stay (I wnat you to stay) (I'm a stay with you baby)
I wanna say, I love you, so bad
But I don't wanna scare you away (You can't scare me away beautiful girl) (Please)
Please I wish that you'll understand (I understand girl)
That I wanna be more than just your friend (More than just a friend to you babe)
I wish you loved m

i'll never let go

i'll never let Go 

cause i know i'm at the right moment

all i need to do is fight and let you know that i love you

i'll never let go

cause i know you love me too

time cant erase what we had 

no one can replace me 

from your heart

you  love me

and i will fight for that

 you make me smile

and i cant let that pass

no other person can make me see the beauty i have 

and i cant learn to live

unless it's with you...

i wonder how will i start what i want to say.....

my mind seems blank and i cant express what i truly feel

i'm happy that i have you even i know its like a dream that somehow i need to wake up

but with you i find myself at home

your voice calm my wounded heart

your hug brings me to the point of satisfaction

your kiss like no other can make me close my eyes and cause my heart to wonder if its real?

i love you but no reason seems to fit why?

so dont ask me why

cause all i know is that i love you

you might be owned by someone else by what reality present

but i know one day you'll find your self coming home

where you know you truly belongs 

a new start

i just realized that life is happy

if you know how to trust God

Sunday, September 27, 2009

life question

it hurts to be alone
but it hurts more to be unloved
sometimes you just wish that you were an important person
to him, that he could love you and accept you despite your short comings and imperfection
but reality is hard that it gives you no choice but to play the game of love and life
even you are slowly dying and losing your heart
yet still taking chances
cause life dictates to go on and never loss hope
but how can i do that when i'm all alone
and unloved..............


ivana
grace

Friday, September 25, 2009

memory

i'm having a sensory overload with all the stuff that i need to do
quite exhausting but i'm enjoying the time i spent with my group...

Sunday, September 6, 2009

smile game

The Smiling Game…
"Play the smiling game in your daily life…”

It's been said that a smile is the lighting system of the face, the cooling system of the head and the heating system of the heart. But a smile is also a powerful weapon against toxic attitudes of all kinds.

Lisa Gurnsey, of Portland, Oregon, wrote to me about a man whose smile quite literally changed her life: "I was having a horrible day -- hating my job, tired of the weather, tired of trying to keep up on bills, and just completely stressed out. I stopped at the post office in the morning and, as I was entering, an older business man commented to me that it was going to be a good day and life shouldn't be as bad as I make it look. I glared at him and simply said, 'I wish it was Friday.'

"I felt better about my day when I left the post office...that man's smile and comment, although irritating at first, made me think.

"The second time I ran into the man I went out of my way to say 'Happy Friday' to him and to smile. I saw him a few more times and always he was cheery and 'made my day.'

"I looked for him around Christmastime to give him a card and explain how his kind words and smile that very first day made me regroup my thinking and realize I didn't have it so bad. But I have not seen him at the post office since then. I look every morning...I go at different times to see if I can catch him. Maybe he retired, maybe he is ill. I think to myself, 'I wish I had thanked him for being a kind person.' I can honestly say this man changed my life. I will work to spread that same feeling to those I see in need of a smile."

Speaker Josh Hinds makes this suggestion: "Play the smiling game in your daily life. See how many people you can get to smile back at you. Keep score and tally the results at the end of each day."

That sounds like a game we can all play. The rules are simple. There are lots of winners. And who knows...you may even "make" someone's day -- even if that someone is you! …