Tuesday, August 30, 2011

i thank God.

for everything that makes me realize me as a person

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Sunday, April 17, 2011

my mind

What people say about me doesn't define my journey, what they think about me doesn't make my life.

It’s been quite long time for an instant like this; a time when I was able to let my hands flow with words that brings about my being.
I’ve been in a lot of struggles to the point that my mind was put to silence for months.
But why is it that I stop writing? My emotions been clog up by pain that I wasn’t able to verbalize and even write a thing. But I guess this time, it will be something else.

well still a lot in-store

Thursday, February 24, 2011

i'm almost done

hmmm LOrd thanks for everything

Thursday, December 16, 2010

hmmm...

how many years do i need to live just to forget u and learn not to feel pain whenever i see u?

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

hmmm hay

mistakes are something to be think about.. when not properly surrender to God.. it will cause you so much.. less confidence, u will still feel hurt ashame and etc..a lot of things keep me from being happy and i pray that i get to overcome this

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

hmmm

What’s wrong for dreaming for a better life? When you have already a good one; I wonder why I keep on holding on to something that I’ve been longing to let go, emotions are really deceitful, I marvel why my brain allows such stupid emotion to generate my being when it can only cause pain and does myself know that hurting people hurt people? Certainly.
What will be a life after college? Am I ready for the possible change that will unfold? I’m afraid of the things that might come because it’s been my comfort zone being cared for by means of finances.
I dream to become a famous person, well known and etc. I want to learn and earn and be independent in all means but what scares me the most is the thought of being alone, all my life I dream to be love but the more I try to be, the more I fail. My parents are separated; as a kid I’m always least regarded , always left to be the last option , I don’t know how to care and say things right for never did I find someone who we’re able to show me that. I guess I still has a lot of turmoil in my heart for I’m never been that free, its scary and I hope someone will come along to put a smile on me.. one day

Ivana 