januay 5
when the Lord says he will bless you expect the unexpected because he never thinks the way you does
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
daily life
january 5 2010
after my class we head to DMH for our exposure, i thank the LOrd for giving me everything that i need. later at 6pm i meet with John and he offered a business and i'm interested with it i'm just wondering where will i get the money to start it with. i pray that i will have the amount to be a member..
after my class we head to DMH for our exposure, i thank the LOrd for giving me everything that i need. later at 6pm i meet with John and he offered a business and i'm interested with it i'm just wondering where will i get the money to start it with. i pray that i will have the amount to be a member..
Monday, January 4, 2010
january 5
i wake up early wondering what will happen with my day , i really dont have a good sleep my mind is so worried about what will be this day , still uncertain i take a bath and eat my breakfast just an old plainly routine
me and ann just started the day saying good morning .. i smiled and she open up a topic that somehow also affects my thinking
2010 is a promising year yet we dont have the courage and will to enjoy the day a little bit sad i guess.
at 7am i'm on my way to school knowing my class will start a 7am so i'm already late ans since i havent finished my third exam i go to the net [i dont have my own computer] to do it and blessed be the day i finished it.
lesson:
just learn to trust the Lord. never leave the house without a prayer
me and ann just started the day saying good morning .. i smiled and she open up a topic that somehow also affects my thinking
2010 is a promising year yet we dont have the courage and will to enjoy the day a little bit sad i guess.
at 7am i'm on my way to school knowing my class will start a 7am so i'm already late ans since i havent finished my third exam i go to the net [i dont have my own computer] to do it and blessed be the day i finished it.
lesson:
just learn to trust the Lord. never leave the house without a prayer
new year
jan 1- 12am i spend my new year at our house --cant really call it a home because its just me and my friend who lived there.. i wish to spend it with the people i care but fate wont allow me to ...
6pm- i have a date with jeff.. we watch a movie "panday" and since i wish to go home early at 8pm i'm taking the way home alone..
lesson:
the Lord always give us the chance to change.
learn to make the right decision!
jan 2- me and ann decided to stay at home and later at the 6pm go out and have fun but due to the uncertainty hehehe she leave the house more earlier than i do so when i'm about to meet her at the mall she had gone to her uncle and so i choose to go home and just buy a movie tape and wished to let the kill the time by just watching it
lesson
dont say things that will just worry you after.
jan 3- its sunday.. but since i spend all night to watch a movie i wake up at about 9am and the service will start at 10 am.. so again we just stay at home ...we had a good breakfast that morning. mmmmm
later at the afternoon we visited the asoy and then go home
lesson
sometimes its hard to live when you find your self at this point
just learn to exist.
jan 4- back to school.. its our orientation day for the exposure at mental hospital... i really didn't have a good day.. we are late when we arrived at dmh and since saldua is at the hospital because of acute appendicitis i dont have a patient to take care of.. i really wonder what to do 2mrw. and i also find my self out of mood for the day i just felt like i want to be alone and somehow wishing for someone.. i visited my lola and find her worried with her children .and i dont have a enough money but thanks God my Mother send me some for the payment for my duty
i dont know what will happen next.. i just want to give it a day off and hope that 2mrw will be better.. all that is left is to trust HIM.
lesson for this day mmmmmmm
the Lord knows your need and He knows when you need it.
He has a great timing for everything..
6pm- i have a date with jeff.. we watch a movie "panday" and since i wish to go home early at 8pm i'm taking the way home alone..
lesson:
the Lord always give us the chance to change.
learn to make the right decision!
jan 2- me and ann decided to stay at home and later at the 6pm go out and have fun but due to the uncertainty hehehe she leave the house more earlier than i do so when i'm about to meet her at the mall she had gone to her uncle and so i choose to go home and just buy a movie tape and wished to let the kill the time by just watching it
lesson
dont say things that will just worry you after.
jan 3- its sunday.. but since i spend all night to watch a movie i wake up at about 9am and the service will start at 10 am.. so again we just stay at home ...we had a good breakfast that morning. mmmmm
later at the afternoon we visited the asoy and then go home
lesson
sometimes its hard to live when you find your self at this point
just learn to exist.
jan 4- back to school.. its our orientation day for the exposure at mental hospital... i really didn't have a good day.. we are late when we arrived at dmh and since saldua is at the hospital because of acute appendicitis i dont have a patient to take care of.. i really wonder what to do 2mrw. and i also find my self out of mood for the day i just felt like i want to be alone and somehow wishing for someone.. i visited my lola and find her worried with her children .and i dont have a enough money but thanks God my Mother send me some for the payment for my duty
i dont know what will happen next.. i just want to give it a day off and hope that 2mrw will be better.. all that is left is to trust HIM.
lesson for this day mmmmmmm
the Lord knows your need and He knows when you need it.
He has a great timing for everything..
Sunday, December 20, 2009
a recall
I wonder what is left to say before this year will end. A lot of things happen some are good some are bad but I guess the best part of every experience is learning. As I try to recall 2009 before it will end I try to close my eyes and remember things since January 1 , 2009 here as follows are the events that changed me, moments I cried, laugh, worry and smile.
January 1 , 2009\
o I spend my new year at adriano’s residence with asoy’s family knowing that my father just left for manila a day before and my mother and older sister with her boyfriend celebrate new year together at her dorm and my younger sister precious with my lola at palawan.. I left my dorm to go to the party at exactly 10:30 pm with kuya tonio while worrying that my uncle will be left alone and will have spend the year end with himself.
o I did enjoy the year end celebration but to think what happen to my family is really a deep burden I’m carrying. ( my parents separated and etc.)
January 5 ( I guess)
o We had our all nighters night held at again adriano’s residence with the youth of main and matina . it was fun.
to be cont
January 1 , 2009\
o I spend my new year at adriano’s residence with asoy’s family knowing that my father just left for manila a day before and my mother and older sister with her boyfriend celebrate new year together at her dorm and my younger sister precious with my lola at palawan.. I left my dorm to go to the party at exactly 10:30 pm with kuya tonio while worrying that my uncle will be left alone and will have spend the year end with himself.
o I did enjoy the year end celebration but to think what happen to my family is really a deep burden I’m carrying. ( my parents separated and etc.)
January 5 ( I guess)
o We had our all nighters night held at again adriano’s residence with the youth of main and matina . it was fun.
to be cont
Saturday, December 12, 2009
bothered
i lot questions fill my mind to day. for the last few days i've been feeling fear all over me without knowing why. even now as i continue writing a feel my heart beat as it hurts so much..
certain times i wonder what will happen next and how will things end up?
i dont want to repeat mistakes i did in the past and i want to make things right.
i feel so alone i really do!! LOrd why?
certain times i wonder what will happen next and how will things end up?
i dont want to repeat mistakes i did in the past and i want to make things right.
i feel so alone i really do!! LOrd why?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
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