You wouldn’t see me running after you anymore, I end up so stupid doing that when in fact you said it your self, you won’t be able to love me no more. Was it painful? No, because it’s more than death that my heart decided to stop beating. I just wish somehow I will learn to exist now that living is impossible without you.
Hope someone will reach out and hold me close while I’m crying, but I wouldn’t expect you no more to do that, now that you’re smiling for someone else. As I remember those time hearing your voice was the only relief, it was like an imagination, a dream…. A perfect one. I would be willing to give up my heart once again just to have that but reality wont allow me. Cause every time I open my eyes, and my heart looks forward all that it can see was me alone, longing for you.
I’m now trying to be happy, but at some point I still miss you.
But I’m doing my best.. I will keep on smiling until it becomes natural ..
Until my heart stop longing for you… until it learns to love someone else..
I’ll see you soon, when I’m done letting you go. To let you see I’m strong and to make you feel the same way you made me.
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