Thursday, December 16, 2010
hmmm...
how many years do i need to live just to forget u and learn not to feel pain whenever i see u?
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
hmmm hay
mistakes are something to be think about.. when not properly surrender to God.. it will cause you so much.. less confidence, u will still feel hurt ashame and etc..a lot of things keep me from being happy and i pray that i get to overcome this
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
hmmm
What’s wrong for dreaming for a better life? When you have already a good one; I wonder why I keep on holding on to something that I’ve been longing to let go, emotions are really deceitful, I marvel why my brain allows such stupid emotion to generate my being when it can only cause pain and does myself know that hurting people hurt people? Certainly.
What will be a life after college? Am I ready for the possible change that will unfold? I’m afraid of the things that might come because it’s been my comfort zone being cared for by means of finances.
I dream to become a famous person, well known and etc. I want to learn and earn and be independent in all means but what scares me the most is the thought of being alone, all my life I dream to be love but the more I try to be, the more I fail. My parents are separated; as a kid I’m always least regarded , always left to be the last option , I don’t know how to care and say things right for never did I find someone who we’re able to show me that. I guess I still has a lot of turmoil in my heart for I’m never been that free, its scary and I hope someone will come along to put a smile on me.. one day
Ivana
What will be a life after college? Am I ready for the possible change that will unfold? I’m afraid of the things that might come because it’s been my comfort zone being cared for by means of finances.
I dream to become a famous person, well known and etc. I want to learn and earn and be independent in all means but what scares me the most is the thought of being alone, all my life I dream to be love but the more I try to be, the more I fail. My parents are separated; as a kid I’m always least regarded , always left to be the last option , I don’t know how to care and say things right for never did I find someone who we’re able to show me that. I guess I still has a lot of turmoil in my heart for I’m never been that free, its scary and I hope someone will come along to put a smile on me.. one day
Ivana
Saturday, August 21, 2010
until i'm fix!
You wouldn’t see me running after you anymore, I end up so stupid doing that when in fact you said it your self, you won’t be able to love me no more. Was it painful? No, because it’s more than death that my heart decided to stop beating. I just wish somehow I will learn to exist now that living is impossible without you.
Hope someone will reach out and hold me close while I’m crying, but I wouldn’t expect you no more to do that, now that you’re smiling for someone else. As I remember those time hearing your voice was the only relief, it was like an imagination, a dream…. A perfect one. I would be willing to give up my heart once again just to have that but reality wont allow me. Cause every time I open my eyes, and my heart looks forward all that it can see was me alone, longing for you.
I’m now trying to be happy, but at some point I still miss you.
But I’m doing my best.. I will keep on smiling until it becomes natural ..
Until my heart stop longing for you… until it learns to love someone else..
I’ll see you soon, when I’m done letting you go. To let you see I’m strong and to make you feel the same way you made me.
Hope someone will reach out and hold me close while I’m crying, but I wouldn’t expect you no more to do that, now that you’re smiling for someone else. As I remember those time hearing your voice was the only relief, it was like an imagination, a dream…. A perfect one. I would be willing to give up my heart once again just to have that but reality wont allow me. Cause every time I open my eyes, and my heart looks forward all that it can see was me alone, longing for you.
I’m now trying to be happy, but at some point I still miss you.
But I’m doing my best.. I will keep on smiling until it becomes natural ..
Until my heart stop longing for you… until it learns to love someone else..
I’ll see you soon, when I’m done letting you go. To let you see I’m strong and to make you feel the same way you made me.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
hmm love interest
You seem to catch my attention, the way you are makes me smile
Isn’t it weird that I barely know you but my mind won’t stop thinking about you?
Each time I remember your face and the way you react put a smile on my face
Hope I’ll still be seeing you next time..
And hope that time your free!!
Isn’t it weird that I barely know you but my mind won’t stop thinking about you?
Each time I remember your face and the way you react put a smile on my face
Hope I’ll still be seeing you next time..
And hope that time your free!!
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
i know He has a plan for me
There are things that we cant elucidate which only shows how astounding our creator is, His mind and thought cannot be quantify and His greatness lengthened out like the universe. That makes me realize one thing.. I cannot bound His plan for me that no matter how I imagine it, my mind cannot percieve it the way He does,I don’t have the right to ask Him why and how for each blessing will divulge on its own.
What will I be the following days, how will react in a situation and what kind of problem will I encounter is planned by him in every detail, sometimes all I see is the big picture blinding me to the details of what is being presented that is slowly molding me towards His great plan over my life.
People may see me as a sinner which I know is my biggest weakness; but they never known whats behind my weakness, His big Grace and Love that forgives me and change me bit by bit to my future prominence which I believe to be my biggest strength.
What will I be the following days, how will react in a situation and what kind of problem will I encounter is planned by him in every detail, sometimes all I see is the big picture blinding me to the details of what is being presented that is slowly molding me towards His great plan over my life.
People may see me as a sinner which I know is my biggest weakness; but they never known whats behind my weakness, His big Grace and Love that forgives me and change me bit by bit to my future prominence which I believe to be my biggest strength.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
me
Looking my self at the mirror, all I can see is imperfections. My face isn’t that smooth; its actually oily and has a lot of pimples and whiteheads, my hair not straight neither curly but both because it has undergone so much to become perfect but turn out to be worst and dry. My body as a whole mmmm fats all over? No one seems to like the way I am.. Even my attitude needs reconstruction. I dream of having a fairy or a genie to grant my wish.
I want to loose weight, to make my hair long and straight just like the way I see in advertisements of shampoo and conditioners they seem so have the best hair anyone would wish for and the beauty that a man would wish to marry.
Criticizing my self makes me feel worst. I want to be the best. One day .. but it seems impossible
But why am I not losing hope?
All I know many my not accept me.. but I know my Father did. And He has a plan in my life just as he promise.. because he love me.more than anyone did
I want to loose weight, to make my hair long and straight just like the way I see in advertisements of shampoo and conditioners they seem so have the best hair anyone would wish for and the beauty that a man would wish to marry.
Criticizing my self makes me feel worst. I want to be the best. One day .. but it seems impossible
But why am I not losing hope?
All I know many my not accept me.. but I know my Father did. And He has a plan in my life just as he promise.. because he love me.more than anyone did
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
tnx
I’m glad that I’ve been given another chance to say I love you because all this years that’s what I’ve been wishing.. hope I can turn back time when u where still inlove with me but that’s the irony of time once it pass it will never come back but I wish your not like that…. but your inlove with someone else now ..what can I do? I still love you..pls be mine again
Monday, June 28, 2010
thanks
i learn to be silent when I'm tired enough to fight.. and as i observe it makes things better.. putting all and surrendering things to the one i know ..Knows the most... trusting that He will be just at my side to take the fight, while i am being sheltered away from harm and hurtful words ... living blessedly and knowing i have HIm to live
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
whats wrong with this day?
my friend used to tell me that a day is just a day we are just the one who describe it with GOOd or bad.. well about this day i have a cold and its raining..
and i really dont know what to feel.. i wake up with a bad dream mmmm i mean with a dream and the day doesn't really went the way i wanted it to be.. but i'm thankful for i know the Lord loves me so much...and i praise him for this day.. well its my attitude that makes this day wrong.. i'll try to change by Gods grace...
and i really dont know what to feel.. i wake up with a bad dream mmmm i mean with a dream and the day doesn't really went the way i wanted it to be.. but i'm thankful for i know the Lord loves me so much...and i praise him for this day.. well its my attitude that makes this day wrong.. i'll try to change by Gods grace...
Thursday, June 24, 2010
two words,i do
In a while, in a word,
Every moment now returns.
For a while, seen or heard,
How each memory softly burns.
Facing you who brings me new tomorrows,
I thank God for yesterdays,
How they led me to this very hour,
How they led me to this place...
Every touch, every smile,
You have given me in care.
Keep in heart, always I'll,
Now be treasuring everywhere.
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I hold this moment true?
No trace of sadness,
Always with gladness...
'I DO...'
(Instrumental)
Now a song that speaks of now and ever,
Beckons me to someone new,
Unexpected, unexplored, unseen,
Filled with promise coming through.
In a while, in a word,
You and I forever change,
Love so clear, never blurred,
Has me feeling wonderous, strange,
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I face each moment true?
No trace of sadness, always with gladness,
'I DO...'
Never with sadness...
Always with gladness...
'I... DO...'
More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/lea_salonga/#share
Every moment now returns.
For a while, seen or heard,
How each memory softly burns.
Facing you who brings me new tomorrows,
I thank God for yesterdays,
How they led me to this very hour,
How they led me to this place...
Every touch, every smile,
You have given me in care.
Keep in heart, always I'll,
Now be treasuring everywhere.
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I hold this moment true?
No trace of sadness,
Always with gladness...
'I DO...'
(Instrumental)
Now a song that speaks of now and ever,
Beckons me to someone new,
Unexpected, unexplored, unseen,
Filled with promise coming through.
In a while, in a word,
You and I forever change,
Love so clear, never blurred,
Has me feeling wonderous, strange,
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I face each moment true?
No trace of sadness, always with gladness,
'I DO...'
Never with sadness...
Always with gladness...
'I... DO...'
More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/lea_salonga/#share
ur the only one who makes me cry...
Never thought that I would still be grieving..I have suppressed it along time, thinking I’ll get over you soon but the more I attempt to convince my self the more I learn that no matter what I do, no matter what I say and no matter how many guys would give their attention and time for me still no one will replace you. You’re the one I want to marry cause you’re the only one who showed me the best of life each time I wake up.. But how will this things happen when your madly in love with someone else now.. And each time I look at you happy and contented I lost bit by bit my hope and my heart.. it doesn’t mean that I don’t want you to be happy but I don’t want to be a hypocrite … you know that I hate lies but all this years I’ve been mendacious but now I don’t want to lie to my self anymore I don’t want to hurt other people by using them to forget you, for now I know that I would never learn to stop thinking about u unless someone will replace you but that would be impossible because no one can be compare to you.. What more can I do when it’s already too late? Would it be possible to turn back time? Because I would give up my last breath just to hear you say once more that you love me so much.
It’s been years that I wasn’t able to cry, keeping my self strong was easy but to kept my heart from telling you that I love you is more than death and to stop my self from what I used to believe is more than losing my self in a black hole without your hand to hold ………….. anguish!
It’s been years that I wasn’t able to cry, keeping my self strong was easy but to kept my heart from telling you that I love you is more than death and to stop my self from what I used to believe is more than losing my self in a black hole without your hand to hold ………….. anguish!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
tired of searching
How do we value the things we own? Sometimes we forget to hold on things that is important because of its availability but when its gone, when its no longer in your hand; suddenly we realize how much it cost us.. we try to deny first.,Declaring its okay and we don’t need it or it has already dish up its purpose but letting go acompanies bitterness.. and loosing something involves loosing our self.because it suggest that no matter what it is “its still important enough to hurt us”
Searching for love and for companionship well so far I havent have the luck, I tried to get to know a bunch ofpeople in opposite to my sex but so far the search is going no where.. and I’m getting tired enough,mislaid hope.
People are mostly hypocritical, opportunistic , and looking for “ panandaliang-aliw”…( just looking for sex, fun,games) and that adds to my discouragement. That’s why I wanted to stop searching and to try to wait… I know that I would not receive the same emails I used to have.. the same attention I get and all of the compliments I receive from different guys who is trying to have me for fun.. but its okay .. I guess waiting for the right one is much more complimenting than to find someone for short time..it will just break me more and more…
This time I’ll wait for someone who will be willing to accept me no matter how imperfect I am.. and who will try to hold me not because of lust but because he love me..
So those who will contct me.. think twice..because I’m tired of hyprocites
( well this realization comes in my mind just because I lost my phone .. it was stolen from me but true enough that everything happens for a reason and God has a big plan for me.. He wanted me to learn!!!)
Searching for love and for companionship well so far I havent have the luck, I tried to get to know a bunch ofpeople in opposite to my sex but so far the search is going no where.. and I’m getting tired enough,mislaid hope.
People are mostly hypocritical, opportunistic , and looking for “ panandaliang-aliw”…( just looking for sex, fun,games) and that adds to my discouragement. That’s why I wanted to stop searching and to try to wait… I know that I would not receive the same emails I used to have.. the same attention I get and all of the compliments I receive from different guys who is trying to have me for fun.. but its okay .. I guess waiting for the right one is much more complimenting than to find someone for short time..it will just break me more and more…
This time I’ll wait for someone who will be willing to accept me no matter how imperfect I am.. and who will try to hold me not because of lust but because he love me..
So those who will contct me.. think twice..because I’m tired of hyprocites
( well this realization comes in my mind just because I lost my phone .. it was stolen from me but true enough that everything happens for a reason and God has a big plan for me.. He wanted me to learn!!!)
Thursday, June 10, 2010
today
today i cried hard enough to release all the pain i kept..
today i lost someone i love... i let him go because i'm tired of having him
today i lost someone i love... i let him go because i'm tired of having him
Saturday, April 17, 2010
a dream
I was dreaming that’s the only thing I know at that moment .. my dream is so vague and all I know is that I’m at the middle of something important. I barely remember what happen in it, I just discern I’m in my room with all of its items so much in mess and I wonder how come a small room can cater those things..
I don’t know what to do and the room is in mess, don’t know what to do first to clean it. my mind is trying to figure it out but it cant, then , I wake up…
I suddenly realize I need to put things in writing for I know it reflects my life and how I am living it.
The room represents my whole being.. and its little details are my own desires, want, sin and lies ;
When I was born that room was so clean and with things that I just need. My mom, dad and sisters that I consider my world and my only means to live. When I get older by years my room becomes so filled with things I thought I wanted but when it landed my hand and used it for some time I loss interest and stock it in my room … as I continue to grow I made mistakes of choosing what I need and what I want .. without realizing my room is so filled that its has no space for my own self..
I wanted to cry knowing I cant undo what I become in my life, cause I cant turn back time when I decide to make mistakes that hunts me today..
But what makes me at peace is my God who gave His only Son for me to the cross…
I know I cant fix my life, but I know he can.
I don’t know what to do and the room is in mess, don’t know what to do first to clean it. my mind is trying to figure it out but it cant, then , I wake up…
I suddenly realize I need to put things in writing for I know it reflects my life and how I am living it.
The room represents my whole being.. and its little details are my own desires, want, sin and lies ;
When I was born that room was so clean and with things that I just need. My mom, dad and sisters that I consider my world and my only means to live. When I get older by years my room becomes so filled with things I thought I wanted but when it landed my hand and used it for some time I loss interest and stock it in my room … as I continue to grow I made mistakes of choosing what I need and what I want .. without realizing my room is so filled that its has no space for my own self..
I wanted to cry knowing I cant undo what I become in my life, cause I cant turn back time when I decide to make mistakes that hunts me today..
But what makes me at peace is my God who gave His only Son for me to the cross…
I know I cant fix my life, but I know he can.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
miss u
I once thought that life will be easy even without you,Cause I know I can live my life, like I always do..Knowing your not there at the time of my birth but still manage to breath and strive for life; but when I wake up one day after I learn to live with you and realize I can no longer have you.. everything seems to loose its way, I thought I played it safe but slowly you’ve been my soul, my life
Months pass, each day I tried my best to exist and not to live for the moment you said goodbye my life ended. For how many months my feelings have been suppress and because of my busy schedule, I no longer think about you.. with all my pride I declared I have move on.. but a small part of my heart that is now consuming all of it shouts “where’s my soul?”
I learn to drink and get drunk, I even tried to smoke and have attempt to get into different relationship to prove that I have move on.. but why now.. your all that I want.. I miss u like dying…but you are already inlove with someone else that makes me die more and more… cant breath ….
Months pass, each day I tried my best to exist and not to live for the moment you said goodbye my life ended. For how many months my feelings have been suppress and because of my busy schedule, I no longer think about you.. with all my pride I declared I have move on.. but a small part of my heart that is now consuming all of it shouts “where’s my soul?”
I learn to drink and get drunk, I even tried to smoke and have attempt to get into different relationship to prove that I have move on.. but why now.. your all that I want.. I miss u like dying…but you are already inlove with someone else that makes me die more and more… cant breath ….
Monday, March 15, 2010
mmmm
Whats behind everything I’m doing now? Cant find the reason why I drink and smoke when my heart knows I don’t want to be there…I feel so stupid and missed up, this is not me; and certainly not what I wanted to be.
My life now is like floating, never know where to run … wanting to have a reason or a person whom I’m going to be acquainted that will help me do things I suppose to do and not like what is happening to me now..where there is no one to think to.
My life now is like floating, never know where to run … wanting to have a reason or a person whom I’m going to be acquainted that will help me do things I suppose to do and not like what is happening to me now..where there is no one to think to.
Monday, February 22, 2010
hearts month
few days to go February will bid its end and a new month is about to start..
hhmmmm i'm still single and looking hahaha.. nothing seems to notice hahaha but i know the Lord has prepared someone for me.. i just need to wait ...>> waiting is so hard..
anyway i'm praying for someone.. wishing he was mine was painful because he is my friend who knows my imperfection than i guess others do.. he has a girlfriend but still praying haha..
hhmmmm i'm still single and looking hahaha.. nothing seems to notice hahaha but i know the Lord has prepared someone for me.. i just need to wait ...>> waiting is so hard..
anyway i'm praying for someone.. wishing he was mine was painful because he is my friend who knows my imperfection than i guess others do.. he has a girlfriend but still praying haha..
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
afraid
I’m afraid of losing my way , for I know how hard it was to be at the point where I don’t even know where to go, what to do and how to live, it seems that I’m living life at its verge and no one seems to be there to help me, find my way back where I should be.
It’s more than a point of set back put a total 360 degree turn. On the process I lost my self and my identity and I find my being loosing its breath at the very peak of a beginning.
It’s more than a point of set back put a total 360 degree turn. On the process I lost my self and my identity and I find my being loosing its breath at the very peak of a beginning.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
i meet my heart
I become to facinated with the profession ,I’m taking. Asking why and how things turn that way, for it dictates that all has a reason and a progression for every compensation .
But as I go through the journey, I turned to be more scientific basing each feeling and impulses to my brain. Love has been a decision , an impulse that my hypothalamus is sending .
Until I end up meeting the heart….
Realizing my mind cant live with out..
As I embark on to get to know “heart” I learned to trust, to feel pain and to long for it.
It suggest that I should abase whether I’m right for it can make things different .
I further learn to smile and to say thank you even I’m being hurt and feeling irritated; I learn to accept that not all things has an explination and not all conflicts should be settled by talking but through time that heals..
But as I go through the journey, I turned to be more scientific basing each feeling and impulses to my brain. Love has been a decision , an impulse that my hypothalamus is sending .
Until I end up meeting the heart….
Realizing my mind cant live with out..
As I embark on to get to know “heart” I learned to trust, to feel pain and to long for it.
It suggest that I should abase whether I’m right for it can make things different .
I further learn to smile and to say thank you even I’m being hurt and feeling irritated; I learn to accept that not all things has an explination and not all conflicts should be settled by talking but through time that heals..
Sunday, February 7, 2010
feb
for the last few days .. haven't blog my day.. its because i'm tired and busy.. but to sum up for its quite well and just living life
Saturday, February 6, 2010
january 30 and 31
mourning of january 30, i wake up 4am and start making the output for our CP.
8am we started defending the case, the progression is poor. hay
i was so tired.
january 31
i went with ann to gensan.. all that day we just travel and travel
8am we started defending the case, the progression is poor. hay
i was so tired.
january 31
i went with ann to gensan.. all that day we just travel and travel
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
january 29
January 29..
My birth day, finally eheheh I’m 20 years old. No longer a teen.
For the past years all I know is that I’ve been blessed, loved, cared by my Father.
And I know He will never stop.
My parents greeted me and some of my close friend also did.
Hmmm I have my duty and Thanks God because my group mates who were absent during the first day of duty is now present. But all I know is that it’s a busy day and I feel that they are so unfair in distributing the patients.
And not to mention the confrontation that happen at the end of the duty.
But let’s focus on my birth day eheheh
At 12 midnight ate lucy and ann together with those who see me as important texted me greeting me Happy birth day..but unfortunately I’m already asleep. Hehehe
At 3am I’m already awake and started praying. [to start a day with a prayer is vital]
5:30 I’m on my way to the hospital since it’s our last duty at that ward, I don’t want to be late.
Duty ----- TOXIC hehehe
After our duty .. me,kasan, almel, leah decided to go to the internet to make our CP and later take our dinner at banoks to celebrate my birth day..
It’s a fun night, even were so worried for the our CP. Hehe
My birth day, finally eheheh I’m 20 years old. No longer a teen.
For the past years all I know is that I’ve been blessed, loved, cared by my Father.
And I know He will never stop.
My parents greeted me and some of my close friend also did.
Hmmm I have my duty and Thanks God because my group mates who were absent during the first day of duty is now present. But all I know is that it’s a busy day and I feel that they are so unfair in distributing the patients.
And not to mention the confrontation that happen at the end of the duty.
But let’s focus on my birth day eheheh
At 12 midnight ate lucy and ann together with those who see me as important texted me greeting me Happy birth day..but unfortunately I’m already asleep. Hehehe
At 3am I’m already awake and started praying. [to start a day with a prayer is vital]
5:30 I’m on my way to the hospital since it’s our last duty at that ward, I don’t want to be late.
Duty ----- TOXIC hehehe
After our duty .. me,kasan, almel, leah decided to go to the internet to make our CP and later take our dinner at banoks to celebrate my birth day..
It’s a fun night, even were so worried for the our CP. Hehe
a thought
I can’t blame you, for being what you are. It’s like censuring my self.
I just can’t understand your attitude and your characteristics
You’re more than a difficult puzzle or a pathophysiology that I’ve been avoiding to comprehend.
I just can’t understand your attitude and your characteristics
You’re more than a difficult puzzle or a pathophysiology that I’ve been avoiding to comprehend.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
eveything to me
I grew up in Sunday school
I memorized the Golden Rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But I'll never be the same
Because He changed my life when He became...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
More than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me
We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that I'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now every day I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want to live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that He is...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
More than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet You saying You've been
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything
Lord, You're everything to me
I memorized the Golden Rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But I'll never be the same
Because He changed my life when He became...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
More than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me
We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that I'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now every day I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want to live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that He is...
Everything to me
He's more than a story
More than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet You saying You've been
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything
Lord, You're everything to me
january 28
It’s again Thursday, which means DUTY in all it means, I decided not to come but due to my conscience and the thought of the consequences hmmmm i guess you know what I mean. Later we find out that out of 6 students only 3 are present which gives the 3 of us more than what we supposed to have [responsibility]. Maybe that’s what my friend is referring to “expect the unexpected” . well to sum up my day mmm its fun and busy.
january 27
its dyna's birthday and we planned to have a dinner with our old friend leo as well as with N.P.o.. morning of january 27, i feel so tired and dont want to attend school. its wednesday and we are allowed to wear civilians clothes which is considered to be an event for few who wants to be noticed .. well i'm not one of them, but somehow being a girl makes you want to stand out. i gained weight since the christmas vacation and havent loss some ahhahahah.. ehehe due to this big circumstances i wear just a plain t-shirt and a pants.. knowing i'll be eating a lot later.. our class started at 5pm because our professors have a meeting that i dont know what it regard. at 6:30 pm we are set home and knowing leo is waiting at the mall, we rush and thank God. his till there.. after our dinner we decided to walk for a while at MTS but due to popular demand dyna cant come with us, n.p.o did come but later she decided to go home because its getting late. hmmm i have a wonderful experience that night, i was inside a big crystal ball floating at the pool.. it was fun. and stress relieving activity.. heheh
i am so blessed and thankful.
i am so blessed and thankful.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
january 26
hmmm i have a very unexpected night and i sleep late.
and here comes the morning, still adjusting to the change.
i promise to assist my aunt to the clinic for her prenatal so even i dont want to wake up early , i get up and fulfill my promise.
12 noon after taking my lunch with my uncle i decided to prepare my report about hypocalcemia. thanks God because He help me all the way that gives me the courage to speak and relate my learnings to the class, giving my group 90% .GLOry to GOd. but i'm worried for something.
i'm Happy for having you Lord
and here comes the morning, still adjusting to the change.
i promise to assist my aunt to the clinic for her prenatal so even i dont want to wake up early , i get up and fulfill my promise.
12 noon after taking my lunch with my uncle i decided to prepare my report about hypocalcemia. thanks God because He help me all the way that gives me the courage to speak and relate my learnings to the class, giving my group 90% .GLOry to GOd. but i'm worried for something.
i'm Happy for having you Lord
where
The streets are busy, different peoples trying to find their way home and what route will they take. As I observe the busyness of the road one thought conquer my being
‘Where will I go, why would I go there, how will I reach the place”. Everyday we take for granted many things, by just going with the flow. How about facing the tide?
As a Christian, the world being still is important because it’s a way in which, I learn to trust and face what is uncertain. To be frank I’m a kind of a person who is impatient. I don’t what to delay gratification, I hate interruptions or simply saying I hate waiting. So what’s got it to do with being still? Waiting is being still, it’s like staying at the terminal for the right ride to arrive. When we are in the hurry we tend to forget many little things that are later to found important that will change a whole picture of events plus when we are at this state we really don’t think, we act only towards our impulses and that’s what I mean with going with the flow. Actually following is never been a mistake but what you are following is, in the world today we are risk to a lot of detour and what you choose will define your being.
Christian are those people who take the risk of surpassing the tide rather to go where it will take you, trusting at the darkest point, believing when no hope is seen and being happy with the circumstances rather than cursing the incident.
When I get to be ask, is it easy? The answer is YES. Why? Because I’m doing it for HIM who choose to die when I’m enjoying my sin.
Where will I go? To where He will be.
Why would I go there? Because I belong to Him
How? I just need to trust Him with the travel.
‘Where will I go, why would I go there, how will I reach the place”. Everyday we take for granted many things, by just going with the flow. How about facing the tide?
As a Christian, the world being still is important because it’s a way in which, I learn to trust and face what is uncertain. To be frank I’m a kind of a person who is impatient. I don’t what to delay gratification, I hate interruptions or simply saying I hate waiting. So what’s got it to do with being still? Waiting is being still, it’s like staying at the terminal for the right ride to arrive. When we are in the hurry we tend to forget many little things that are later to found important that will change a whole picture of events plus when we are at this state we really don’t think, we act only towards our impulses and that’s what I mean with going with the flow. Actually following is never been a mistake but what you are following is, in the world today we are risk to a lot of detour and what you choose will define your being.
Christian are those people who take the risk of surpassing the tide rather to go where it will take you, trusting at the darkest point, believing when no hope is seen and being happy with the circumstances rather than cursing the incident.
When I get to be ask, is it easy? The answer is YES. Why? Because I’m doing it for HIM who choose to die when I’m enjoying my sin.
Where will I go? To where He will be.
Why would I go there? Because I belong to Him
How? I just need to trust Him with the travel.
Monday, January 25, 2010
reasons not to mess with a child
A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, 'When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah'.The teacher asked, 'What if Jonah went to hell?' The little girl replied, 'Then you ask him.'
A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, 'I'm drawing God.' The teacher paused and said, 'But no one knows what God looks like.' Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied, 'They will in a minute.'
A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten Commandments with her five and six year olds. After explaining the commandment to 'honor' thy Father and thy Mother, she asked, 'Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our brothers and sisters?' Without missing a beat one little boy (the oldest of a family) answered,'Thou shall not kill.'
One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head. She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, 'Why are some of your hairs white, Mom? 'Her mother replied, 'Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white.' The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said, 'Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are white?'
The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. 'Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a doctor. A small voice at the back of the room rang out, 'And there's the teacher, she's dead.'
A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying to make the matter clearer, she said, 'Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the face.' 'Yes,' the class said. 'Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary position the blood doesn't run into my feet?' A little fellow shouted, 'Cause your feet ain't empty'
The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray: 'Take only ONE . God is watching.' Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. A child had written a note,'Take all you want. God is watching the apples.'
A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, 'I'm drawing God.' The teacher paused and said, 'But no one knows what God looks like.' Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied, 'They will in a minute.'
A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten Commandments with her five and six year olds. After explaining the commandment to 'honor' thy Father and thy Mother, she asked, 'Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our brothers and sisters?' Without missing a beat one little boy (the oldest of a family) answered,'Thou shall not kill.'
One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head. She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, 'Why are some of your hairs white, Mom? 'Her mother replied, 'Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white.' The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said, 'Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are white?'
The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. 'Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a doctor. A small voice at the back of the room rang out, 'And there's the teacher, she's dead.'
A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying to make the matter clearer, she said, 'Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the face.' 'Yes,' the class said. 'Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary position the blood doesn't run into my feet?' A little fellow shouted, 'Cause your feet ain't empty'
The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray: 'Take only ONE . God is watching.' Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. A child had written a note,'Take all you want. God is watching the apples.'
Ten 'Can'-mandments
Ten 'Can'-mandments
by Rick Warren
"I can do everything through Him who gives me strength" (Philippians 4:13 NIV).
So often we think of commandments as a list of don'ts. Instead of focusing on what we can't do, let's start looking at what we can with this list of ten "can"-mandments!
1. Instead of thinking, "It will never fly," think, "Through God's strength, it's worth the try!"
2. Replace the thought, "It won't work," with faith that, with God's strength, it will work!
3. When someone says, "It's never been done before," respond by saying, "That means God's giving us the opportunity to be the first."
4. "What if we fail?" What if we fail to try, knowing God says we can do everything through Him who gives us strength?
5. "We don't have the money." Where God guides, he provides so that we can do everything he has called us to do.
6. "We don't have the time!" Perhaps God is telling us to re-evaluate our priorities as we rely upon his direction and strength.
7. "We don't have the expertise." Maybe not, but we can learn as God directs our path.
8. "It's been tried before." But we're wiser now because we know we can do everything when we rely on God's strength instead of our own.
9. If someone says, "There are so many problems with it," respond by saying, "Yet, there are so many possibilities when we're trusting God instead of ourselves."
10. Instead of saying, "It's not working out," say instead, "Let's try it one more time, but this time focused on God and the truth that we can do this through Him who gives us strength."
"Summing it all up, friends, I'd say you'll do best by filling your minds and meditating on things true, noble, reputable, authentic, compelling, gracious—the best, not the worst; the beautiful, not the ugly; things to praise, not things to curse" (Philippians 4:8 MSG).
by Rick Warren
"I can do everything through Him who gives me strength" (Philippians 4:13 NIV).
So often we think of commandments as a list of don'ts. Instead of focusing on what we can't do, let's start looking at what we can with this list of ten "can"-mandments!
1. Instead of thinking, "It will never fly," think, "Through God's strength, it's worth the try!"
2. Replace the thought, "It won't work," with faith that, with God's strength, it will work!
3. When someone says, "It's never been done before," respond by saying, "That means God's giving us the opportunity to be the first."
4. "What if we fail?" What if we fail to try, knowing God says we can do everything through Him who gives us strength?
5. "We don't have the money." Where God guides, he provides so that we can do everything he has called us to do.
6. "We don't have the time!" Perhaps God is telling us to re-evaluate our priorities as we rely upon his direction and strength.
7. "We don't have the expertise." Maybe not, but we can learn as God directs our path.
8. "It's been tried before." But we're wiser now because we know we can do everything when we rely on God's strength instead of our own.
9. If someone says, "There are so many problems with it," respond by saying, "Yet, there are so many possibilities when we're trusting God instead of ourselves."
10. Instead of saying, "It's not working out," say instead, "Let's try it one more time, but this time focused on God and the truth that we can do this through Him who gives us strength."
"Summing it all up, friends, I'd say you'll do best by filling your minds and meditating on things true, noble, reputable, authentic, compelling, gracious—the best, not the worst; the beautiful, not the ugly; things to praise, not things to curse" (Philippians 4:8 MSG).
if i were a devil
"Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour."1 "The Spirit clearly says that in later times some will abandon the faith and follow deceiving spirits and things taught by demons."2
The copy for today's Daily Encounter has been attributed to Paul Harvey who is reported as having said:
If I were the devil:
I would gain control of the most powerful nation in the world;
I would delude their minds into thinking that they had come from man's effort, instead of God's blessings;
I would promote an attitude of loving things and using people, instead of the other way around;
I would dupe entire states into relying on gambling for their state revenue;
I would convince people that character is not an issue when it comes to leadership;
I would make it legal to take the life of unborn babies;
I would make it socially acceptable to take one's own life, and invent machines to make it convenient;
I would cheapen human life as much as possible so that the life of animals are valued more that human beings;
I would take God out of the schools, where even the mention of His name was grounds for a lawsuit;
I would come up with drugs that sedate the mind and target the young, and I would get sports heroes to advertise them;
I would get control of the media, so that every night I could pollute the mind of every family member for my agenda;
I would attack the family, the backbone of any nation.
I would make divorce acceptable and easy, even fashionable. If the family crumbles, so does the nation;
I would compel people to express their most depraved fantasies on canvas and movie screens, and I would call it art;
I would convince the world that people are born homosexuals, and that their lifestyles should be accepted and marveled;
I would convince the people that right and wrong are determined by a few who call themselves authorities and refer to their agenda as politically correct;
I would persuade people that the church is irrelevant and out of date, and the Bible is for the naive;
I would dull the minds of Christians, and make them believe that prayer is not important, and that faithfulness and obedience are optional;
I guess I would leave things pretty much the way they are.*
Suggested prayer: "Dear God, please give me a spirit of discernment so I will recognize the 'wiles and ways of the devil' and not be taken in by him. And please deliver me from obsessing about the devil and giving him more attention than he merits. Thank you for hearing and answering my prayer. Gratefully, in Jesus' name, amen."
1. 1 Peter 5:8 (NIV).
2. 1 Timothy 4:1 (NIV).
The copy for today's Daily Encounter has been attributed to Paul Harvey who is reported as having said:
If I were the devil:
I would gain control of the most powerful nation in the world;
I would delude their minds into thinking that they had come from man's effort, instead of God's blessings;
I would promote an attitude of loving things and using people, instead of the other way around;
I would dupe entire states into relying on gambling for their state revenue;
I would convince people that character is not an issue when it comes to leadership;
I would make it legal to take the life of unborn babies;
I would make it socially acceptable to take one's own life, and invent machines to make it convenient;
I would cheapen human life as much as possible so that the life of animals are valued more that human beings;
I would take God out of the schools, where even the mention of His name was grounds for a lawsuit;
I would come up with drugs that sedate the mind and target the young, and I would get sports heroes to advertise them;
I would get control of the media, so that every night I could pollute the mind of every family member for my agenda;
I would attack the family, the backbone of any nation.
I would make divorce acceptable and easy, even fashionable. If the family crumbles, so does the nation;
I would compel people to express their most depraved fantasies on canvas and movie screens, and I would call it art;
I would convince the world that people are born homosexuals, and that their lifestyles should be accepted and marveled;
I would convince the people that right and wrong are determined by a few who call themselves authorities and refer to their agenda as politically correct;
I would persuade people that the church is irrelevant and out of date, and the Bible is for the naive;
I would dull the minds of Christians, and make them believe that prayer is not important, and that faithfulness and obedience are optional;
I guess I would leave things pretty much the way they are.*
Suggested prayer: "Dear God, please give me a spirit of discernment so I will recognize the 'wiles and ways of the devil' and not be taken in by him. And please deliver me from obsessing about the devil and giving him more attention than he merits. Thank you for hearing and answering my prayer. Gratefully, in Jesus' name, amen."
1. 1 Peter 5:8 (NIV).
2. 1 Timothy 4:1 (NIV).
numb
Haven’t you get to the point where you become someone you never thought you would be?
I wonder why no matter what I face, I fail to cry.
I’m not the same me. I don’t know how to laugh real or even to be happy at some point.
Life has taught me more than I should learn.
And made me numb enough not to cry.
I wonder why no matter what I face, I fail to cry.
I’m not the same me. I don’t know how to laugh real or even to be happy at some point.
Life has taught me more than I should learn.
And made me numb enough not to cry.
the one that got away
The One That Got Away
By Mark J. Macapagal
Taken from The Manila Times, 24 June 2003
In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with... and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person, with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person; there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.
I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.
How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big; inconsequential, become deal breakers simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good; it just that it's not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect. They might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It will work because it's the right time and you'll make it work. And it'll make sense, it really will.
So that day comes when you're finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, and you finally understand who you are and what you want. And you've become ready because the time has truly arrived.
And mind you, there's no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids. It doesn't matter.
All you know is that you've changed, and for some reason, the one that got away is the first person you think about. You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?"
That's what the one that got away is, the biggest "What if?" you'll have in your life.
If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test of your commitment. One which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think about him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old and gray and reminiscing. But if neither of that is the case, then it's different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple...find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you'll always wonder what if you got that one.
Ask him out to coffee; ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."
You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a difference.
If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place somehow and you know. I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you're the one that almost got away."
By Mark J. Macapagal
Taken from The Manila Times, 24 June 2003
In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with... and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person, with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person; there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.
I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.
How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big; inconsequential, become deal breakers simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good; it just that it's not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect. They might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It will work because it's the right time and you'll make it work. And it'll make sense, it really will.
So that day comes when you're finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, and you finally understand who you are and what you want. And you've become ready because the time has truly arrived.
And mind you, there's no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids. It doesn't matter.
All you know is that you've changed, and for some reason, the one that got away is the first person you think about. You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?"
That's what the one that got away is, the biggest "What if?" you'll have in your life.
If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test of your commitment. One which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think about him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old and gray and reminiscing. But if neither of that is the case, then it's different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple...find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you'll always wonder what if you got that one.
Ask him out to coffee; ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."
You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a difference.
If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place somehow and you know. I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you're the one that almost got away."
what do u need to unload?
What Do You Need To Unload?
How many of us are trying to walk the trail of faith in Christ weighed down by an accumulation of little things -- anger, bitterness, worry, envy, jealousy, lust, and selfishness?
Every year, about 1500 "thru-hikers" set out to walk the entire Appalachian Trail in a single season. Only 10 percent complete the 2,160 miles of challenging terrain stretching from Georgia to Maine. One reason some people drop out early is that they haven't learned to travel light.
A friend of mine launched his thru-hike carrying a seriously overloaded backpack. He had a cassette player and six tapes of bird calls, an air pistol to keep the varmints away, a camera, a radio, and an alarm clock. "If it ran on batteries," he said, "I had one in my pack."
At his first stop, an experienced hiker helped him go through his pack and decide what to keep and what to send home. Each item was placed on a gram scale with the question, "Is it worth it? Do you want to carry this for the next 2000 miles?"
My friend discovered that his biggest problem was an accumulation of little things. Most of his extra weight was in ounces, not pounds. He didn't need half of what was in his first-aid kit nor the extra tube of toothpaste. His heavy multi-tool knife was replaced with one weighing only an ounce. A metal knife-fork-and-spoon set gave way to a single plastic spoon. He sent home 26 pounds of unnecessary weight.
How many of us are trying to walk the trail of faith in Christ weighed down by an accumulation of little things -- anger, bitterness, worry, envy, jealousy, lust, and selfishness? Instead of enjoying the beauty of life with Jesus, we complain about how hard it is to follow Him.
Psalm 32 is for everyone who's ready to shed the weight of sin and regain the joy of walking with the Lord. "Blessed is he whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered."
What do you need to unload today?
How many of us are trying to walk the trail of faith in Christ weighed down by an accumulation of little things -- anger, bitterness, worry, envy, jealousy, lust, and selfishness?
Every year, about 1500 "thru-hikers" set out to walk the entire Appalachian Trail in a single season. Only 10 percent complete the 2,160 miles of challenging terrain stretching from Georgia to Maine. One reason some people drop out early is that they haven't learned to travel light.
A friend of mine launched his thru-hike carrying a seriously overloaded backpack. He had a cassette player and six tapes of bird calls, an air pistol to keep the varmints away, a camera, a radio, and an alarm clock. "If it ran on batteries," he said, "I had one in my pack."
At his first stop, an experienced hiker helped him go through his pack and decide what to keep and what to send home. Each item was placed on a gram scale with the question, "Is it worth it? Do you want to carry this for the next 2000 miles?"
My friend discovered that his biggest problem was an accumulation of little things. Most of his extra weight was in ounces, not pounds. He didn't need half of what was in his first-aid kit nor the extra tube of toothpaste. His heavy multi-tool knife was replaced with one weighing only an ounce. A metal knife-fork-and-spoon set gave way to a single plastic spoon. He sent home 26 pounds of unnecessary weight.
How many of us are trying to walk the trail of faith in Christ weighed down by an accumulation of little things -- anger, bitterness, worry, envy, jealousy, lust, and selfishness? Instead of enjoying the beauty of life with Jesus, we complain about how hard it is to follow Him.
Psalm 32 is for everyone who's ready to shed the weight of sin and regain the joy of walking with the Lord. "Blessed is he whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered."
What do you need to unload today?
women
And God Created Woman
God said....
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate.
I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity.
From one bone I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you. I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully.
Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man as the rib cage supports the body.
You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side. You are My perfect angel. You are My beautiful little girl. You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, and My Eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart. Your eyes - don't change them. Your lips - how lovely when they part in prayer. Your nose, so perfect in form, your hands so gentle to touch. I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep; I've held your heart close to Mine.
Of all that lives and breathes, you are the most like Me. Adam walked with Me in the cool of the day and yet he was lonely. He could not see Me or touch Me. He could only feel Me. So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with Me, I fashioned in you: My Holiness, My Strength, My Purity, My Love, My Protection and Support. You are special because you are the extension of Me.
Man represents My Image - woman, My Emotions. Together, you represent the Totality of God. So man - treat woman well. Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt Me. What you do to her, you do to Me. In crushing her, you only damage your own heart, the heart of your Father, and the heart of her Father. Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion I have given you. In gentle quietness show your strength. In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.
Addendum -- 1 Corinthians 11:12 "For as woman came from man, even so man also comes through woman; but all things are from God."
God said....
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate.
I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity.
From one bone I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you. I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully.
Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man as the rib cage supports the body.
You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side. You are My perfect angel. You are My beautiful little girl. You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, and My Eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart. Your eyes - don't change them. Your lips - how lovely when they part in prayer. Your nose, so perfect in form, your hands so gentle to touch. I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep; I've held your heart close to Mine.
Of all that lives and breathes, you are the most like Me. Adam walked with Me in the cool of the day and yet he was lonely. He could not see Me or touch Me. He could only feel Me. So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with Me, I fashioned in you: My Holiness, My Strength, My Purity, My Love, My Protection and Support. You are special because you are the extension of Me.
Man represents My Image - woman, My Emotions. Together, you represent the Totality of God. So man - treat woman well. Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt Me. What you do to her, you do to Me. In crushing her, you only damage your own heart, the heart of your Father, and the heart of her Father. Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion I have given you. In gentle quietness show your strength. In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.
Addendum -- 1 Corinthians 11:12 "For as woman came from man, even so man also comes through woman; but all things are from God."
a meal
Once there was a very poor and devoted woman who always prayed to the Glory of God, asking very little, if anything for herself. But one thought, one desire continued to recur and finally she asked: petitioning the Lord, that if it were possible she would love to prepare a special meal and have God share at her table. And God, in His Love for this goodly woman, said He would indeed come the next day and share a meal.
Filled with ecstasy, the woman went out the following morning with her meager purse and purchased such delicacies that she felt would please the Lord.
Returning home, she prepared a banquet and waited patiently for her most honored guest. Soon there was a knock on the door, and when she opened it, there stood an old beggar asking for something to eat. Being a woman of God, she could not turn the beggar away, so she invited him in to partake of her table. The beggar felt as if he was in a dream - such a feast set before him. He finished all the food, thanked his hostess and left.
The woman was only slightly disheartened, she gathered up her purse, her coat, and hurried back to town to get more food for her special guest. Her funds were less now and so the food was not quite so elaborate. Nonetheless, she lovingly prepared another meal and sat to await the arrival of the Almighty.
A few hours went by and there was a loud knock on the door. This time it was an old gypsy woman with no teeth, who was deaf, who spoke quite loudly and was, rather rudely, insisting that any true believer in the Lord would not deny her something to eat.
Though the woman had no more money with which to buy more supplies, she invited the woman in and offered her a seat at the table. The gypsy ate everything, did not even thank the woman and left without closing the door.
By now it was beginning to get dark both inside and out. The woman's faith was strong, so that, though somewhat distraught, she did not give up, but rather, looked around her humble house to see if there was anything she could sell in order to buy more food to set before the Lord.
She hurried to town with a little silver cup that had been in her family for several generations, but she was willing to part with it for the great honor that God was going to bestow on her - the sharing of a meal.
Late in the night she rushed home to prepare yet a third meal. She waited and waited until, once more, there was a knock on the door. Holding her breath, she slowly opened the door to find yet another poor man in the guise of a wandering monk, in search of a meal.
Again, she offered hospitality, with as much grace as she could muster in her disappointment. This man also ate all that was set on the table and left after blessing the woman for her kindness. So discouraged and dismayed was she that all she could do was nod slightly, in acknowledgment of the thanks.
Now it was too late, with no way to buy any more food and no more money with which to buy it. She got down on her knees, weeping such heart-broken tears. She asked God what she had done wrong. Why had God not come to share at the table as He had promised?
And God, in all His Divine Compassion and Mercy, lifted the woman off her knees, and holding her close to His Heart, said, "My child, I enjoyed your hospitality so much that I came three times!"
Filled with ecstasy, the woman went out the following morning with her meager purse and purchased such delicacies that she felt would please the Lord.
Returning home, she prepared a banquet and waited patiently for her most honored guest. Soon there was a knock on the door, and when she opened it, there stood an old beggar asking for something to eat. Being a woman of God, she could not turn the beggar away, so she invited him in to partake of her table. The beggar felt as if he was in a dream - such a feast set before him. He finished all the food, thanked his hostess and left.
The woman was only slightly disheartened, she gathered up her purse, her coat, and hurried back to town to get more food for her special guest. Her funds were less now and so the food was not quite so elaborate. Nonetheless, she lovingly prepared another meal and sat to await the arrival of the Almighty.
A few hours went by and there was a loud knock on the door. This time it was an old gypsy woman with no teeth, who was deaf, who spoke quite loudly and was, rather rudely, insisting that any true believer in the Lord would not deny her something to eat.
Though the woman had no more money with which to buy more supplies, she invited the woman in and offered her a seat at the table. The gypsy ate everything, did not even thank the woman and left without closing the door.
By now it was beginning to get dark both inside and out. The woman's faith was strong, so that, though somewhat distraught, she did not give up, but rather, looked around her humble house to see if there was anything she could sell in order to buy more food to set before the Lord.
She hurried to town with a little silver cup that had been in her family for several generations, but she was willing to part with it for the great honor that God was going to bestow on her - the sharing of a meal.
Late in the night she rushed home to prepare yet a third meal. She waited and waited until, once more, there was a knock on the door. Holding her breath, she slowly opened the door to find yet another poor man in the guise of a wandering monk, in search of a meal.
Again, she offered hospitality, with as much grace as she could muster in her disappointment. This man also ate all that was set on the table and left after blessing the woman for her kindness. So discouraged and dismayed was she that all she could do was nod slightly, in acknowledgment of the thanks.
Now it was too late, with no way to buy any more food and no more money with which to buy it. She got down on her knees, weeping such heart-broken tears. She asked God what she had done wrong. Why had God not come to share at the table as He had promised?
And God, in all His Divine Compassion and Mercy, lifted the woman off her knees, and holding her close to His Heart, said, "My child, I enjoyed your hospitality so much that I came three times!"
a love story
One day, I woke early in the morning to watch the sunrise. Ah, the beauty of God's creation is beyond description. As I watched, I praised God for His beautiful work. As I sat there, I felt the Lord's presence with me.
He asked me,
"Do you love me?"
I answered, "Of course, God! You are my Lord and Saviour!"
Then He asked,
"If you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?"
I was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my body and wondered how many things I wouldn't be able to do, the things that I took for granted. And I answered, "It would be tough, Lord, but I would still love You."
Then the Lord said,
"If you were blind, would you still love my creation?"
How could I love something without being able to see it? Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of them still loved God and His creation. So I answered, "It's hard to think of it, but I would still love you."
The Lord then asked me,
"If you were deaf, would you still listen to My Word?"
How could I listen to anything being deaf? Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts. I answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your Word."
The Lord then asked,
"If you were mute, would you still praise My Name?"
How could I praise without a voice? Then it occurred to me: God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound like. And praising God is not always with a song, but when we are persecuted, we give God praise with our words of thanks. So I answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise Your Name."
And the Lord asked,
"Do you really love Me?"
With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "Yes Lord! I love You because You are the one and true God!"
I thought I had answered well, but...
God asked,
"Then Why Do You Sin?"
I answered, "Because I am only human. I am not perfect."
"Then why in times of peace do you stray the furthest?
Why only in times of trouble do you pray in earnest?"
No answers. Only tears.
The Lord continued:
"Why only sing at fellowships and retreats?
Why seek Me only in times of worship?
Why ask things so selfishly?
Why ask things so unfaithfully?"
The tears continued to roll down my cheeks.
"Why are you ashamed of Me?
Why are you not spreading the Good News?
Why in times of persecution do you cry to others
when offered My shoulder to cry on?
Why make excuses
when I give you opportunities to serve in My Name?"
I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.
"You are blessed with life.
I made you not to throw this gift away.
I have blessed you with talents to serve Me,
but you continue to turn away.
I have revealed My Word to you,
but you do not gain in knowledge.
I have spoken to you but your ears were closed.
I have shown My blessings to you,
but your eyes were turned away.
I have sent you servants,
but you sat idly by as they were pushed away.
I have heard your prayers and I have answered them all.
Do You Truly Love Me?"
I could not answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse. What could I say to this? When my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, "Please forgive me, Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."
The Lord answered,
"That is My Grace, My Child."
I asked, "Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do You love me so?"
The Lord answered,
"Because you are My Creation.
You are my Child.
I will never abandon you.
When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you.
When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you.
When you are down, I will encourage you.
When you fall, I will raise you up.
When you are tired, I will carry you.
I will be with you till the end of days,
and I will love you forever."
Never had I cried so hard before. How could I have been so cold? How could I have hurt God as I had done? I asked God, "How much do You love me?"
The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His nail-pierced hands.
I bowed down at the feet of Christ, my Saviour. And for the first time, I truly prayed.
~Unknown~
He asked me,
"Do you love me?"
I answered, "Of course, God! You are my Lord and Saviour!"
Then He asked,
"If you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?"
I was perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my body and wondered how many things I wouldn't be able to do, the things that I took for granted. And I answered, "It would be tough, Lord, but I would still love You."
Then the Lord said,
"If you were blind, would you still love my creation?"
How could I love something without being able to see it? Then I thought of all the blind people in the world and how many of them still loved God and His creation. So I answered, "It's hard to think of it, but I would still love you."
The Lord then asked me,
"If you were deaf, would you still listen to My Word?"
How could I listen to anything being deaf? Then I understood. Listening to God's Word is not merely using our ears, but our hearts. I answered, "It would be tough, but I would still listen to Your Word."
The Lord then asked,
"If you were mute, would you still praise My Name?"
How could I praise without a voice? Then it occurred to me: God wants us to sing from our very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound like. And praising God is not always with a song, but when we are persecuted, we give God praise with our words of thanks. So I answered, "Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise Your Name."
And the Lord asked,
"Do you really love Me?"
With courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, "Yes Lord! I love You because You are the one and true God!"
I thought I had answered well, but...
God asked,
"Then Why Do You Sin?"
I answered, "Because I am only human. I am not perfect."
"Then why in times of peace do you stray the furthest?
Why only in times of trouble do you pray in earnest?"
No answers. Only tears.
The Lord continued:
"Why only sing at fellowships and retreats?
Why seek Me only in times of worship?
Why ask things so selfishly?
Why ask things so unfaithfully?"
The tears continued to roll down my cheeks.
"Why are you ashamed of Me?
Why are you not spreading the Good News?
Why in times of persecution do you cry to others
when offered My shoulder to cry on?
Why make excuses
when I give you opportunities to serve in My Name?"
I tried to answer, but there was no answer to give.
"You are blessed with life.
I made you not to throw this gift away.
I have blessed you with talents to serve Me,
but you continue to turn away.
I have revealed My Word to you,
but you do not gain in knowledge.
I have spoken to you but your ears were closed.
I have shown My blessings to you,
but your eyes were turned away.
I have sent you servants,
but you sat idly by as they were pushed away.
I have heard your prayers and I have answered them all.
Do You Truly Love Me?"
I could not answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse. What could I say to this? When my heart had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, "Please forgive me, Lord. I am unworthy to be Your child."
The Lord answered,
"That is My Grace, My Child."
I asked, "Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do You love me so?"
The Lord answered,
"Because you are My Creation.
You are my Child.
I will never abandon you.
When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you.
When you shout with joy, I will laugh with you.
When you are down, I will encourage you.
When you fall, I will raise you up.
When you are tired, I will carry you.
I will be with you till the end of days,
and I will love you forever."
Never had I cried so hard before. How could I have been so cold? How could I have hurt God as I had done? I asked God, "How much do You love me?"
The Lord stretched out His arms, and I saw His nail-pierced hands.
I bowed down at the feet of Christ, my Saviour. And for the first time, I truly prayed.
~Unknown~
resume of Jesus
Jesus Christ
Address: Ephesians 1:20
Phone: Romans 10:13
Website: The Bible
Keywords: Jesus Christ, Lord & Savior
My name is Jesus - The Christ. Many call me Lord! I've sent you my resume because I'm seeking the top management position in your heart. Please consider my accomplishments as set forth in my resume.
Qualifications:
• I founded the earth and established the heavens (see Proverbs 3:19).
• I formed man from the dust of the ground (see Genesis 2:7).
• I breathed into man the breath of life (see Genesis 2:7).
• I redeemed man from the curse of the law (see Galatians 3:13).
• The blessings of the Abrahamic Covenant comes upon your life through me (see Galatians 3:14).
Occupational Background:
• I've only had one employer (see Luke 2:49).
• I've never been tardy, absent, disobedient, slothful or disrespectful.
• My employer has nothing but rave reviews for me (see Matthew 3:15-17).
Skills & Work Experiences:
• Some of my skills and work experiences include: empowering the poor to be poor no more, healing the brokenhearted, setting the captives free, healing the sick, restoring sight to the blind and setting at liberty them that are bruised (see Luke 4:18).
• I am a Wonderful Counselor (see Isaiah 9:6). People who Listen to me shall dwell safely and shall not fear evil (see Proverbs 1:33).
• Most importantly, I have the authority, ability & power to cleanse you of your sins (see I John 1:7-9)
Educational Background:
• I encompass the entire breadth & length of knowledge, wisdom and understanding (see Proverbs 2:6).
• In me are hid all of the treasures of wisdom and knowledge (see Colossians 2:3).
• My Word is so powerful; it has been described as being a lamp unto your feet and a lamp unto your path (see Psalms 119:105).
• I can even tell you all of the secrets of your heart (see Psalms 44:21).
Major Accomplishments:
• I was an active participant in the greatest Summit Meeting of all times (see Genesis 1:26).
• I laid down my life so that you may live (see II Corinthians 5:15).
• I defeated the archenemy of God and mankind & made a show of them openly (see Colossians 2:15).
• I've miraculously fed the poor, healed the sick and raised the dead!
• There are many more major accomplishments, too many to mention here. You can read them on my website, which is located at: www dot - the BIBLE. You don't need an Internet connection or computer to access my website.
References:
• Believers and followers worldwide will testify to my divine healings, salvation, deliverance, miracles, restoration and supernatural guidance.
In Summation:
Now that you've read my resume, I'm confident that I'm the only candidate uniquely qualified to fill this vital position in your heart. In summation, I will properly direct your paths (see Proverbs 3:5-6), and lead you into everlasting life (see John 6:47). When can I start? Time is of the essence (see Hebrews 3:15).
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Send this resume to everyone you can. You never know who may have an opening for His services!
Thanks for your help... and may God bless us all in our endeavors to service Him.
Because HE lives I can face tomorrow. Because HE lives all fear is gone...
Because I know HE holds the future and life is worth living... JUST BECAUSE HE LIVES!
Address: Ephesians 1:20
Phone: Romans 10:13
Website: The Bible
Keywords: Jesus Christ, Lord & Savior
My name is Jesus - The Christ. Many call me Lord! I've sent you my resume because I'm seeking the top management position in your heart. Please consider my accomplishments as set forth in my resume.
Qualifications:
• I founded the earth and established the heavens (see Proverbs 3:19).
• I formed man from the dust of the ground (see Genesis 2:7).
• I breathed into man the breath of life (see Genesis 2:7).
• I redeemed man from the curse of the law (see Galatians 3:13).
• The blessings of the Abrahamic Covenant comes upon your life through me (see Galatians 3:14).
Occupational Background:
• I've only had one employer (see Luke 2:49).
• I've never been tardy, absent, disobedient, slothful or disrespectful.
• My employer has nothing but rave reviews for me (see Matthew 3:15-17).
Skills & Work Experiences:
• Some of my skills and work experiences include: empowering the poor to be poor no more, healing the brokenhearted, setting the captives free, healing the sick, restoring sight to the blind and setting at liberty them that are bruised (see Luke 4:18).
• I am a Wonderful Counselor (see Isaiah 9:6). People who Listen to me shall dwell safely and shall not fear evil (see Proverbs 1:33).
• Most importantly, I have the authority, ability & power to cleanse you of your sins (see I John 1:7-9)
Educational Background:
• I encompass the entire breadth & length of knowledge, wisdom and understanding (see Proverbs 2:6).
• In me are hid all of the treasures of wisdom and knowledge (see Colossians 2:3).
• My Word is so powerful; it has been described as being a lamp unto your feet and a lamp unto your path (see Psalms 119:105).
• I can even tell you all of the secrets of your heart (see Psalms 44:21).
Major Accomplishments:
• I was an active participant in the greatest Summit Meeting of all times (see Genesis 1:26).
• I laid down my life so that you may live (see II Corinthians 5:15).
• I defeated the archenemy of God and mankind & made a show of them openly (see Colossians 2:15).
• I've miraculously fed the poor, healed the sick and raised the dead!
• There are many more major accomplishments, too many to mention here. You can read them on my website, which is located at: www dot - the BIBLE. You don't need an Internet connection or computer to access my website.
References:
• Believers and followers worldwide will testify to my divine healings, salvation, deliverance, miracles, restoration and supernatural guidance.
In Summation:
Now that you've read my resume, I'm confident that I'm the only candidate uniquely qualified to fill this vital position in your heart. In summation, I will properly direct your paths (see Proverbs 3:5-6), and lead you into everlasting life (see John 6:47). When can I start? Time is of the essence (see Hebrews 3:15).
-----
Send this resume to everyone you can. You never know who may have an opening for His services!
Thanks for your help... and may God bless us all in our endeavors to service Him.
Because HE lives I can face tomorrow. Because HE lives all fear is gone...
Because I know HE holds the future and life is worth living... JUST BECAUSE HE LIVES!
be satisfied first
Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone
To have a deep soul relationship with another
To be loved thoroughly and exclusively
But, God, to a Christian says: No, not until you are satisfied, filled and content with being loved by Me alone with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me alone discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.
You will never be united with one another until you are united with Me. Exclusively for anyone or anything else Exclusively for any other desires or longings I want you to stop wishing and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing
One that you cannot imagine I want you to have the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you.
You must keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I am, keep learning the things that I want to tell you. You just wait, wait. That’s all.
Don’t be anxious.
Don’t worry
Don’t look around at the things that others have gotten or that I have given them
Don’t look at the things you think you want
You just keep looking off and away to Me, or you’ll miss what I want to show you , and when you are ready I will surprise you with a love more beautiful than you could dream of. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, You will never be able to experience the great love that is waiting for you (I am working even at this very moment to have both of you ready at the same time)
Until you are both satisfied with Me and the life I’ve prepared for you, you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me, and this is the perfect love.
And dear one, I want you to have the most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me and enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, and perfection and love that I offer you with Myself.
Know that I love you utterly
I am God ………
Believe it and be satisfied.
unknown author
To have a deep soul relationship with another
To be loved thoroughly and exclusively
But, God, to a Christian says: No, not until you are satisfied, filled and content with being loved by Me alone with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me alone discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.
You will never be united with one another until you are united with Me. Exclusively for anyone or anything else Exclusively for any other desires or longings I want you to stop wishing and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing
One that you cannot imagine I want you to have the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you.
You must keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I am, keep learning the things that I want to tell you. You just wait, wait. That’s all.
Don’t be anxious.
Don’t worry
Don’t look around at the things that others have gotten or that I have given them
Don’t look at the things you think you want
You just keep looking off and away to Me, or you’ll miss what I want to show you , and when you are ready I will surprise you with a love more beautiful than you could dream of. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, You will never be able to experience the great love that is waiting for you (I am working even at this very moment to have both of you ready at the same time)
Until you are both satisfied with Me and the life I’ve prepared for you, you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me, and this is the perfect love.
And dear one, I want you to have the most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me and enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, and perfection and love that I offer you with Myself.
Know that I love you utterly
I am God ………
Believe it and be satisfied.
unknown author
why women cry?
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
" All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said: " When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.
I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
~ Author Unknown ~
"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
" All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said: " When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.
I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
~ Author Unknown ~
empty cage
There once was a man named George Thomas, a pastor in a small New England town. One Easter morning he came to the church carrying a rusty, bent, old birdcage, and set it by the pulpit. Several eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak.
"I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming towards me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright.
I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?"
"Just some old birds," came the reply.
"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.
"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered. "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time."
"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do then?"
"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."
The pastor was silent for a moment.
"How much do you want for those birds, son?"
"Huh??!!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing -- they ain't even pretty!"
"How much?" the pastor asked again.
The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "10 dollars?"
The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.
The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot. Setting the cage down, he opened the door and, by softly tapping the bars, persuaded the birds out, setting them free.
Well, that explained the empty birdcage on the pulpit. And then the pastor began to tell this story.
One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting.
"Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!"
"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.
Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other; how to hate and abuse each other; how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"
"And what will you do when you get done with them?"Jesus asked.
"Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly.
"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked.
"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you!! You don't want those people!!"
"How much?" He asked again.
Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your tears, and all your blood."
Jesus said, "DONE!" Then He paid the price.
The pastor picked up the cage, he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.
~ Author Unknown ~
Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.
Isn't it funny how we believe what the newspapers say but question what the Bible says.
Isn't it funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says? Or is it scary?
Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God).
Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.
Isn't it funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace?
Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on the Sabbath, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week? Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me?
'Nobody ever outgrows Scripture; the book widens and deepens with our years.'
~ Charles Haddon Spurgeon ~
"I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming towards me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright.
I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?"
"Just some old birds," came the reply.
"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.
"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered. "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time."
"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do then?"
"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."
The pastor was silent for a moment.
"How much do you want for those birds, son?"
"Huh??!!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing -- they ain't even pretty!"
"How much?" the pastor asked again.
The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "10 dollars?"
The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.
The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot. Setting the cage down, he opened the door and, by softly tapping the bars, persuaded the birds out, setting them free.
Well, that explained the empty birdcage on the pulpit. And then the pastor began to tell this story.
One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting.
"Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!"
"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.
Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other; how to hate and abuse each other; how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"
"And what will you do when you get done with them?"Jesus asked.
"Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly.
"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked.
"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you!! You don't want those people!!"
"How much?" He asked again.
Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your tears, and all your blood."
Jesus said, "DONE!" Then He paid the price.
The pastor picked up the cage, he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.
~ Author Unknown ~
Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.
Isn't it funny how we believe what the newspapers say but question what the Bible says.
Isn't it funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says? Or is it scary?
Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God).
Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.
Isn't it funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace?
Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on the Sabbath, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week? Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me?
'Nobody ever outgrows Scripture; the book widens and deepens with our years.'
~ Charles Haddon Spurgeon ~
january 25
Don’t read!!
My birth day is coming closer than ever.. i don’t want to anticipate anyone to remember it or even make it special, it hurts too much to expect. But why do people learn to expect if it will only hurt them?
I feel like crying. I’m sad for some reason;
I have lots of things to accomplish.
I’m even busy to make no plan to celebrate.
Or I’m just denying the fact that I’m hiding my pains?
mmmmmmmmmmmm…
What’s with this day that I feel so tired and sad?
I wake up 6am, responding immediately to what is planned, doing the laundry.
I’m feeling like floating, thinking without a thought
Listening and talking with my friend without really being in it.
I arrived at school 10am meeting with dyna to arrange our report in NCM102.
After everything my soul is not yet present, wishing that I get to talk to him and catching up with an old friend turned enemy. All things are not in place and I’m worried, I felt like fighting with my emotion and my being; not knowing who will win.
Cant explain this day. Mix thoughts!
My birth day is coming closer than ever.. i don’t want to anticipate anyone to remember it or even make it special, it hurts too much to expect. But why do people learn to expect if it will only hurt them?
I feel like crying. I’m sad for some reason;
I have lots of things to accomplish.
I’m even busy to make no plan to celebrate.
Or I’m just denying the fact that I’m hiding my pains?
mmmmmmmmmmmm…
What’s with this day that I feel so tired and sad?
I wake up 6am, responding immediately to what is planned, doing the laundry.
I’m feeling like floating, thinking without a thought
Listening and talking with my friend without really being in it.
I arrived at school 10am meeting with dyna to arrange our report in NCM102.
After everything my soul is not yet present, wishing that I get to talk to him and catching up with an old friend turned enemy. All things are not in place and I’m worried, I felt like fighting with my emotion and my being; not knowing who will win.
Cant explain this day. Mix thoughts!
Sunday, January 24, 2010
success
"Great wealth is in the house of the righteous, but trouble is in the income of the wicked."
Proverbs 15:6
"The reward of humility and the fear of the LORD are riches, honor, and life."
Proverbs 22:4
"Then the LORD your God will prosper you abundantly in all the work of your hand, in the offspring of your body and in the offspring of your cattle and in the produce of your ground, for the LORD will again rejoice over you for good, just as He rejoiced over your fathers."
Deuteronomy 30:9
"Then He will give you rain for the seed which you will sow in the ground, and bread from the yield of the ground, and it will be rich and plenteous; on that day your livestock will graze in a roomy pasture."
Isaiah 30:23
"Moreover, that every man who eats and drinks sees good in all his labor - it is the gift of God."
Ecclesiastes 3:13
"The LORD will make you abound in prosperity, in the offspring of your body and in the offspring of your beast and in the produce of your ground, in the land which the LORD swore to your fathers to give you.
"The LORD will open for you His good storehouse, the heavens, to give rain to your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hand; and you shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow.
"The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God, which I charge you today, to observe them carefully."
Deuteronomy 28:11-13
"Furthermore, as for every man to whom God has given riches and wealth, He has also empowered him to eat from them and to receive his reward and rejoice in his labor; this is the gift of God."
Ecclesiastes 5:19
"Riches and honor are with me, enduring wealth and righteousness. My fruit is better than gold, even pure gold, and my yield better than choicest silver."
Proverbs 8:18-19
"Wealth and riches are in his house, and his righteousness endures forever."
Psalm 112:3
"And place your gold in the dust, and the gold of Ophir among the stones of the brooks, then the Almighty will be your gold and choice silver to you."
Job 22:24-25
"They will build houses and inhabit them; they will also plant vineyards and eat their fruit. They will not build and another inhabit, they will not plant and another eat; for as the lifetime of a tree, so will be the days of My people, and My chosen ones will wear out the work of their hands.
"They will not labor in vain, or bear children for calamity; for they are the offspring of those blessed by the LORD, and their descendants with them."
Isaiah 65:21-23
"All these blessings will come upon you and overtake you if you obey the LORD your God:
"Blessed shall you be in the city, and blessed shall you be in the country.
"Blessed shall be the offspring of your body and the produce of your ground and the offspring of your beasts, the increase of your herd and the young of your flock.
"Blessed shall be your basket and your kneading bowl.
"Blessed shall you be when you come in, and blessed shall you be when you go out."
Deuteronomy 28:2-6
Proverbs 15:6
"The reward of humility and the fear of the LORD are riches, honor, and life."
Proverbs 22:4
"Then the LORD your God will prosper you abundantly in all the work of your hand, in the offspring of your body and in the offspring of your cattle and in the produce of your ground, for the LORD will again rejoice over you for good, just as He rejoiced over your fathers."
Deuteronomy 30:9
"Then He will give you rain for the seed which you will sow in the ground, and bread from the yield of the ground, and it will be rich and plenteous; on that day your livestock will graze in a roomy pasture."
Isaiah 30:23
"Moreover, that every man who eats and drinks sees good in all his labor - it is the gift of God."
Ecclesiastes 3:13
"The LORD will make you abound in prosperity, in the offspring of your body and in the offspring of your beast and in the produce of your ground, in the land which the LORD swore to your fathers to give you.
"The LORD will open for you His good storehouse, the heavens, to give rain to your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hand; and you shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow.
"The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God, which I charge you today, to observe them carefully."
Deuteronomy 28:11-13
"Furthermore, as for every man to whom God has given riches and wealth, He has also empowered him to eat from them and to receive his reward and rejoice in his labor; this is the gift of God."
Ecclesiastes 5:19
"Riches and honor are with me, enduring wealth and righteousness. My fruit is better than gold, even pure gold, and my yield better than choicest silver."
Proverbs 8:18-19
"Wealth and riches are in his house, and his righteousness endures forever."
Psalm 112:3
"And place your gold in the dust, and the gold of Ophir among the stones of the brooks, then the Almighty will be your gold and choice silver to you."
Job 22:24-25
"They will build houses and inhabit them; they will also plant vineyards and eat their fruit. They will not build and another inhabit, they will not plant and another eat; for as the lifetime of a tree, so will be the days of My people, and My chosen ones will wear out the work of their hands.
"They will not labor in vain, or bear children for calamity; for they are the offspring of those blessed by the LORD, and their descendants with them."
Isaiah 65:21-23
"All these blessings will come upon you and overtake you if you obey the LORD your God:
"Blessed shall you be in the city, and blessed shall you be in the country.
"Blessed shall be the offspring of your body and the produce of your ground and the offspring of your beasts, the increase of your herd and the young of your flock.
"Blessed shall be your basket and your kneading bowl.
"Blessed shall you be when you come in, and blessed shall you be when you go out."
Deuteronomy 28:2-6
waiting on God
"My soul, wait in silence for God only, for my hope is from Him."
Psalm 62:5
"Our soul waits for the LORD; He is our help and our shield."
Psalm 33:20
"For the vision is yet for the appointed time; it hastens toward the goal and it will not fail. Though it tarries, wait for it; for it will certainly come, it will not delay."
Habakkuk 2:3
"Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful."
Hebrews 10:23
"For we have become partakers of Christ, if we hold fast the beginning of our assurance firm until the end."
Hebrews 3:14
"It will be said in that day, 'Behold, this is our God for whom we have waited that He might save us. This is the LORD for whom we have waited; let us rejoice and be glad in His salvation.'"
Isaiah 25:9
"Rest in the LORD and wait patiently for Him; do not fret because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who carries out wicked schemes. Cease from anger and forsake wrath; do not fret; it leads only to evildoing. For evildoers will be cut off, but those who wait for the LORD, they will inherit the land."
Psalm 37:7-9
"I waited patiently for the LORD; and He inclined to me and heard my cry. He brought me up out of the pit of destruction, out of the miry clay, and He set my feet upon a rock making my footsteps firm. He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God; many will see and fear and will trust in the LORD."
Psalm 40:1-3
"Therefore the LORD longs to be gracious to you, and therefore He waits on high to have compassion on you. For the LORD is a God of justice; how blessed are all those who long for Him."
Isaiah 30:18
"Indeed, none of those who wait for You will be ashamed; those who deal treacherously without cause will be ashamed. Make me know Your ways, O LORD; teach me Your paths. Lead me in Your truth and teach me, for You are the God of my salvation; for You I wait all the day."
Psalm 25:3-5
"Wait for the LORD; be strong and let your heart take courage; yes, wait for the LORD."
Psalm 27:14
"The LORD is good to those who wait for Him, to the person who seeks Him. It is good that he waits silently for the salvation of the LORD."
Lamentations 3:25-26
"As for me, I will watch expectantly for the LORD; I will wait for the God of my salvation. My God will hear me."
Micah 7:7
"My soul, wait in silence for God only, for my hope is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation, my stronghold; I shall not be shaken."
Psalm 62:5-6
"The LORD sustains all who fall and raises up all who are bowed down. The eyes of all look to You, and You give them their food in due time."
Psalm 145:14-15
"I wait for the LORD, my soul does wait, and in His word do I hope. My soul waits for the Lord more than the watchmen for the morning; indeed, more than the watchmen for the morning."
Psalm 130:5-6
"Therefore, return to your God, observe kindness and justice, and wait for your God continually."
Hosea 12:6
Psalm 62:5
"Our soul waits for the LORD; He is our help and our shield."
Psalm 33:20
"For the vision is yet for the appointed time; it hastens toward the goal and it will not fail. Though it tarries, wait for it; for it will certainly come, it will not delay."
Habakkuk 2:3
"Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful."
Hebrews 10:23
"For we have become partakers of Christ, if we hold fast the beginning of our assurance firm until the end."
Hebrews 3:14
"It will be said in that day, 'Behold, this is our God for whom we have waited that He might save us. This is the LORD for whom we have waited; let us rejoice and be glad in His salvation.'"
Isaiah 25:9
"Rest in the LORD and wait patiently for Him; do not fret because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who carries out wicked schemes. Cease from anger and forsake wrath; do not fret; it leads only to evildoing. For evildoers will be cut off, but those who wait for the LORD, they will inherit the land."
Psalm 37:7-9
"I waited patiently for the LORD; and He inclined to me and heard my cry. He brought me up out of the pit of destruction, out of the miry clay, and He set my feet upon a rock making my footsteps firm. He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God; many will see and fear and will trust in the LORD."
Psalm 40:1-3
"Therefore the LORD longs to be gracious to you, and therefore He waits on high to have compassion on you. For the LORD is a God of justice; how blessed are all those who long for Him."
Isaiah 30:18
"Indeed, none of those who wait for You will be ashamed; those who deal treacherously without cause will be ashamed. Make me know Your ways, O LORD; teach me Your paths. Lead me in Your truth and teach me, for You are the God of my salvation; for You I wait all the day."
Psalm 25:3-5
"Wait for the LORD; be strong and let your heart take courage; yes, wait for the LORD."
Psalm 27:14
"The LORD is good to those who wait for Him, to the person who seeks Him. It is good that he waits silently for the salvation of the LORD."
Lamentations 3:25-26
"As for me, I will watch expectantly for the LORD; I will wait for the God of my salvation. My God will hear me."
Micah 7:7
"My soul, wait in silence for God only, for my hope is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation, my stronghold; I shall not be shaken."
Psalm 62:5-6
"The LORD sustains all who fall and raises up all who are bowed down. The eyes of all look to You, and You give them their food in due time."
Psalm 145:14-15
"I wait for the LORD, my soul does wait, and in His word do I hope. My soul waits for the Lord more than the watchmen for the morning; indeed, more than the watchmen for the morning."
Psalm 130:5-6
"Therefore, return to your God, observe kindness and justice, and wait for your God continually."
Hosea 12:6
trust
"Offer the sacrifices of righteousness, and trust in the LORD."
Psalm 4:5
"Those who know Your name will put their trust in You, for You, O LORD, have not forsaken those who seek You."
Psalm 9:10
"O my God, in You I trust, do not let me be ashamed; do not let my enemies exult over me."
Psalm 25:20
"I hate those who regard vain idols, but I trust in the LORD."
Psalm 31:6
"As for me, I trust in You, O LORD, I say, 'You are my God.'"
Psalm 31:14
"Our heart rejoices in Him, because we trust in His holy name."
Psalm 33:21
"Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness."
Psalm 37:3
"Commit your way to the LORD, trust also in Him, and He will do it."
Psalm 37:5
"He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God; many will see and fear and will trust in the LORD. How blessed is the man who has made the LORD his trust, and has not turned to the proud, nor to those who lapse into falsehood."
Psalm 40:3-4
"I will not trust in my bow, nor will my sword save me."
Psalm 44:6
"As for me, I am like a green olive tree in the house of God; I trust in the lovingkindness of God forever and ever."
Psalm 52:8
"But You, O God, will bring them down to the pit of destruction; men of bloodshed and deceit will not live out half their days. But I will trust in You."
Psalm 55:23
"When I am afraid, I will put my trust in You. In God, whose word I praise, in God I have put my trust; I shall not be afraid. What can mere man do to me?"
Psalm 56:3
"Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us. Do not trust in oppression and do not vainly hope in robbery; if riches increase, do not set your heart upon them."
Psalm 62:8, 10
"Because they did not believe in God and did not trust in His salvation."
Psalm 78:22
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding."
Proverbs 3:5
"A wise man scales the city of the mighty and brings down the stronghold in which they trust."
Proverbs 21:22
"So that your trust may be in the LORD, I have taught you today, even you."
Proverbs 22:18
"Trust in the LORD forever, for in GOD the LORD, we have an everlasting Rock."
Isaiah 26:4
"And again, 'I will put my trust in Him.' And again, 'Behold, I and the children whom God has given me.'"
Hebrews 2:13
"We had the sentence of death within ourselves so that we would not trust in ourselves, but in God who raises the dead."
2 Corinthians 1:9
"I trust that you will realize that we ourselves do not fail the test."
2 Corinthians 13:6
Psalm 4:5
"Those who know Your name will put their trust in You, for You, O LORD, have not forsaken those who seek You."
Psalm 9:10
"O my God, in You I trust, do not let me be ashamed; do not let my enemies exult over me."
Psalm 25:20
"I hate those who regard vain idols, but I trust in the LORD."
Psalm 31:6
"As for me, I trust in You, O LORD, I say, 'You are my God.'"
Psalm 31:14
"Our heart rejoices in Him, because we trust in His holy name."
Psalm 33:21
"Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness."
Psalm 37:3
"Commit your way to the LORD, trust also in Him, and He will do it."
Psalm 37:5
"He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God; many will see and fear and will trust in the LORD. How blessed is the man who has made the LORD his trust, and has not turned to the proud, nor to those who lapse into falsehood."
Psalm 40:3-4
"I will not trust in my bow, nor will my sword save me."
Psalm 44:6
"As for me, I am like a green olive tree in the house of God; I trust in the lovingkindness of God forever and ever."
Psalm 52:8
"But You, O God, will bring them down to the pit of destruction; men of bloodshed and deceit will not live out half their days. But I will trust in You."
Psalm 55:23
"When I am afraid, I will put my trust in You. In God, whose word I praise, in God I have put my trust; I shall not be afraid. What can mere man do to me?"
Psalm 56:3
"Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us. Do not trust in oppression and do not vainly hope in robbery; if riches increase, do not set your heart upon them."
Psalm 62:8, 10
"Because they did not believe in God and did not trust in His salvation."
Psalm 78:22
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding."
Proverbs 3:5
"A wise man scales the city of the mighty and brings down the stronghold in which they trust."
Proverbs 21:22
"So that your trust may be in the LORD, I have taught you today, even you."
Proverbs 22:18
"Trust in the LORD forever, for in GOD the LORD, we have an everlasting Rock."
Isaiah 26:4
"And again, 'I will put my trust in Him.' And again, 'Behold, I and the children whom God has given me.'"
Hebrews 2:13
"We had the sentence of death within ourselves so that we would not trust in ourselves, but in God who raises the dead."
2 Corinthians 1:9
"I trust that you will realize that we ourselves do not fail the test."
2 Corinthians 13:6
doubt
And Jesus answered saying to them, "Have faith in God. Truly I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, "Be taken up and cast into the sea," and does not doubt in his heart, but believe that what he says is going to happen, it will be granted him.
Therefore I say to you, all things for which you pray and ask, believe that you have received them, and they will be granted you."
Mark 11:22-24
"And do not seek what you will eat and what you will drink, and do not keep worrying. For all these things the nations of the world eagerly seek; but your Father knows that you need these things. But seek His kingdom, and these things will be added to you."
Luke 12:29-31
"Yet, with respect to the promise of God, he did not waver in unbelief but grew strong in faith, giving glory to God, and being fully assured that what God had promised, He was able also to perform."
Romans 4:20-21
"Faithful is He who calls you, and He also will bring it to pass."
1 Thessalonians 5:24
"The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance."
2 Peter 3:9
"As for God, His way is blameless; the word of the LORD is tried; He is a shield to all who take refuge in Him."
Psalm 18:30
"Behold, the LORD'S hand is not so short that it cannot save; nor is His ear so dull that it cannot hear."
Isaiah 59:1
"Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal among you, which comes upon you for your testing, as though some strange thing were happening to you; but to the degree that you share the sufferings of Christ, keep on rejoicing, so that also at the revelation of His glory you may rejoice with exultation."
1 Peter 4:12-13
"So faith comes from hearing, and hearing by the word of Christ."
Romans 10:17
"For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return there without watering the earth and making it bear and sprout, and furnishing seed to the sower and bread to the eater;
So will My word be which goes forth from My mouth; it will not return to Me empty, without accomplishing what I desire, and without succeeding in the matter for which I sent it."
Isaiah 55:10-11
Therefore I say to you, all things for which you pray and ask, believe that you have received them, and they will be granted you."
Mark 11:22-24
"And do not seek what you will eat and what you will drink, and do not keep worrying. For all these things the nations of the world eagerly seek; but your Father knows that you need these things. But seek His kingdom, and these things will be added to you."
Luke 12:29-31
"Yet, with respect to the promise of God, he did not waver in unbelief but grew strong in faith, giving glory to God, and being fully assured that what God had promised, He was able also to perform."
Romans 4:20-21
"Faithful is He who calls you, and He also will bring it to pass."
1 Thessalonians 5:24
"The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance."
2 Peter 3:9
"As for God, His way is blameless; the word of the LORD is tried; He is a shield to all who take refuge in Him."
Psalm 18:30
"Behold, the LORD'S hand is not so short that it cannot save; nor is His ear so dull that it cannot hear."
Isaiah 59:1
"Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal among you, which comes upon you for your testing, as though some strange thing were happening to you; but to the degree that you share the sufferings of Christ, keep on rejoicing, so that also at the revelation of His glory you may rejoice with exultation."
1 Peter 4:12-13
"So faith comes from hearing, and hearing by the word of Christ."
Romans 10:17
"For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return there without watering the earth and making it bear and sprout, and furnishing seed to the sower and bread to the eater;
So will My word be which goes forth from My mouth; it will not return to Me empty, without accomplishing what I desire, and without succeeding in the matter for which I sent it."
Isaiah 55:10-11
faithfulness
"You have dealt well with Your servant, O LORD, according to Your word."
Psalm 119:65
"Faithful is He who calls you, and He also will bring it to pass."
1 Thessalonians 5:24
""For this is like the days of Noah to Me, when I swore that the waters of Noah would not flood the earth again; so I have sworn that I will not be angry with you nor will I rebuke you. For the mountains may be removed and the hills may shake, but My lovingkindness will not be removed from you, and My covenant of peace will not be shaken," says the LORD who has compassion on you."
Isaiah 54:9-10
"When the bow is in the cloud, then I will look upon it, to remember the everlasting covenant between God and every living creature of all flesh that is on the earth."
Genesis 9:16
"Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go, and will bring you back to this land; for I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you."
Genesis 28:15
"But because the LORD loved you and kept the oath which He swore to your forefathers, the LORD brought you out by a mighty hand and redeemed you from the house of slavery, from the hand of Pharaoh king of Egypt. "Know therefore that the LORD your God, He is God, the faithful God, who keeps His covenant and His lovingkindness to a thousandth generation with those who love Him and keep His commandments."
Deuteronomy 7:8-9
"Now behold, today I am going the way of all the earth, and you know in all your hearts and in all your souls that not one word of all the good words which the LORD your God spoke concerning you has failed; all have been fulfilled for you, not one of them has failed."
Joshua 23:14
"Blessed be the LORD, who has given rest to His people Israel, according to all that He promised; not one word has failed of all His good promise, which He promised through Moses His servant."
1 Kings 8:56
"Your lovingkindness, O LORD, extends to the heavens, Your faithfulness reaches to the skies."
Psalm 36:5
I will sing of the lovingkindness of the LORD forever; to all generations I will make known Your faithfulness with my mouth. For I have said, "Lovingkindness will be built up forever; in the heavens You will establish Your faithfulness. But I will not break off My lovingkindness from him, nor deal falsely in My faithfulness. My covenant I will not violate, nor will I alter the utterance of My lips."
Psalm 89:1,2,33,34
He will not allow your foot to slip; He who keeps you will not slumber. Behold, He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
Psalm 121:3-4
God is faithful, through whom you were called into fellowship with His Son, Jesus Christ our Lord.
1 Corinthians 1:9
No temptation has overtaken you but such as is common to man; and God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will provide the way of escape also, so that you will be able to endure it.
1 Corinthians 10:13
The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance.
2 Peter 3:9
If we are faithless, He remains faithful, for He cannot deny Himself. Nevertheless, the firm foundation of God stands, having this seal, "The Lord knows those who are His," and, "Everyone who names the name of the Lord is to abstain from wickedness."
2 Timothy 2:13,19
Psalm 119:65
"Faithful is He who calls you, and He also will bring it to pass."
1 Thessalonians 5:24
""For this is like the days of Noah to Me, when I swore that the waters of Noah would not flood the earth again; so I have sworn that I will not be angry with you nor will I rebuke you. For the mountains may be removed and the hills may shake, but My lovingkindness will not be removed from you, and My covenant of peace will not be shaken," says the LORD who has compassion on you."
Isaiah 54:9-10
"When the bow is in the cloud, then I will look upon it, to remember the everlasting covenant between God and every living creature of all flesh that is on the earth."
Genesis 9:16
"Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go, and will bring you back to this land; for I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you."
Genesis 28:15
"But because the LORD loved you and kept the oath which He swore to your forefathers, the LORD brought you out by a mighty hand and redeemed you from the house of slavery, from the hand of Pharaoh king of Egypt. "Know therefore that the LORD your God, He is God, the faithful God, who keeps His covenant and His lovingkindness to a thousandth generation with those who love Him and keep His commandments."
Deuteronomy 7:8-9
"Now behold, today I am going the way of all the earth, and you know in all your hearts and in all your souls that not one word of all the good words which the LORD your God spoke concerning you has failed; all have been fulfilled for you, not one of them has failed."
Joshua 23:14
"Blessed be the LORD, who has given rest to His people Israel, according to all that He promised; not one word has failed of all His good promise, which He promised through Moses His servant."
1 Kings 8:56
"Your lovingkindness, O LORD, extends to the heavens, Your faithfulness reaches to the skies."
Psalm 36:5
I will sing of the lovingkindness of the LORD forever; to all generations I will make known Your faithfulness with my mouth. For I have said, "Lovingkindness will be built up forever; in the heavens You will establish Your faithfulness. But I will not break off My lovingkindness from him, nor deal falsely in My faithfulness. My covenant I will not violate, nor will I alter the utterance of My lips."
Psalm 89:1,2,33,34
He will not allow your foot to slip; He who keeps you will not slumber. Behold, He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
Psalm 121:3-4
God is faithful, through whom you were called into fellowship with His Son, Jesus Christ our Lord.
1 Corinthians 1:9
No temptation has overtaken you but such as is common to man; and God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will provide the way of escape also, so that you will be able to endure it.
1 Corinthians 10:13
The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance.
2 Peter 3:9
If we are faithless, He remains faithful, for He cannot deny Himself. Nevertheless, the firm foundation of God stands, having this seal, "The Lord knows those who are His," and, "Everyone who names the name of the Lord is to abstain from wickedness."
2 Timothy 2:13,19
I wonder what’s with you,
You obtain to be so mysterious that you made me so curious.
Your not like an average man, I used to be with.
But you are vague in many ways
Who are you?
Why can you bug me like this?
When all I distinguish is that you’re not the one I deduce to like.
But, what’s off beam with me?
Do I like you?
I can’t love you
Because of what I know about you
Isn’t it appalling?
Why would I consider your past?
All I want is to be accepted.
You obtain to be so mysterious that you made me so curious.
Your not like an average man, I used to be with.
But you are vague in many ways
Who are you?
Why can you bug me like this?
When all I distinguish is that you’re not the one I deduce to like.
But, what’s off beam with me?
Do I like you?
I can’t love you
Because of what I know about you
Isn’t it appalling?
Why would I consider your past?
All I want is to be accepted.
january 24
Its just like typical day, I get to wake up and prepare breakfast and try to relax..
I wonder how fast will time pass, I want it to be the next day as soon as I think is good, but what I am really questioning is why would I want this day to come into the next morning which is Monday; were in fact Sunday is the only day in which I can get enough rest.
I don’t know if I like him, knowing his not a typical man that a girl would wish for nor his not a prince charming who will sweep you of your feet, so what’s with him that I get bugged out? Mmmm I wish to leave that topic for my mind to meditate…[akin na lang ehhe]
Hmmm later at 2pm one of my new found friend texted me, notifying me that the most awaited anime is now available at the market eheheh so I rush and fix my self and go strait to the mall to buy “wallflower” but unfortunately the rain suddenly poured down and since I’m weird enough to go out to the rain to think, I scuttle to the rain and arrived at home wet heheh… [drama noh? ] but I still feel great..
Nothing important seems to happen this day.
I wonder how fast will time pass, I want it to be the next day as soon as I think is good, but what I am really questioning is why would I want this day to come into the next morning which is Monday; were in fact Sunday is the only day in which I can get enough rest.
I don’t know if I like him, knowing his not a typical man that a girl would wish for nor his not a prince charming who will sweep you of your feet, so what’s with him that I get bugged out? Mmmm I wish to leave that topic for my mind to meditate…[akin na lang ehhe]
Hmmm later at 2pm one of my new found friend texted me, notifying me that the most awaited anime is now available at the market eheheh so I rush and fix my self and go strait to the mall to buy “wallflower” but unfortunately the rain suddenly poured down and since I’m weird enough to go out to the rain to think, I scuttle to the rain and arrived at home wet heheh… [drama noh? ] but I still feel great..
Nothing important seems to happen this day.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
january 23
i hate the part in my job in which i need to document in the patients chart.. but here i am documenting about my day.. i wanted to remember what happened to me few months from now so that i can look back and see if i did something,achieved or even fail..
so here it goes for this one faithful day
at 12 am ..i'm still up and pretending to sleep so that i wont be disturbed; i guess everyone experiences this that when you are so tired, you dont want to talk to someone so that their burden will not be add to yours.. people have their spirit that can transfer to you .. just like when someone is sad and pouring out to you, you might also get the feeling they have..thats what i want to mean.
so lets go through my day.. sleep visited me by 2am but my alarm clock gets so noise by 4am..i tried my best to wake up and prepare for my duty but due to my tiredness i stood up and stop the alarm clock ..later at 5am i composed my self and decided to wake up .. i started taking a bath and so on.. at 6am i'm on my way to the hospital thinking that i wanted to absent due to a lot of reasons that are not reasonable ! hahaha hmmm one of my class mate is absent[reason?? headache] so the patients she is handling will be added to our work load, such a burden but i understand.. its fun to learn only if you love what you are doing .. i like the way that i'm getting used to writing at the chart but what can i say about their comment for us today:
''' we cant do bed side care [ my answer.. why dont you help us instead of texting and commenting such unreasonable way]
to end this journal ... no matter what goes through my day as long as i am alive ; i'm thankful!
so here it goes for this one faithful day
at 12 am ..i'm still up and pretending to sleep so that i wont be disturbed; i guess everyone experiences this that when you are so tired, you dont want to talk to someone so that their burden will not be add to yours.. people have their spirit that can transfer to you .. just like when someone is sad and pouring out to you, you might also get the feeling they have..thats what i want to mean.
so lets go through my day.. sleep visited me by 2am but my alarm clock gets so noise by 4am..i tried my best to wake up and prepare for my duty but due to my tiredness i stood up and stop the alarm clock ..later at 5am i composed my self and decided to wake up .. i started taking a bath and so on.. at 6am i'm on my way to the hospital thinking that i wanted to absent due to a lot of reasons that are not reasonable ! hahaha hmmm one of my class mate is absent[reason?? headache] so the patients she is handling will be added to our work load, such a burden but i understand.. its fun to learn only if you love what you are doing .. i like the way that i'm getting used to writing at the chart but what can i say about their comment for us today:
''' we cant do bed side care [ my answer.. why dont you help us instead of texting and commenting such unreasonable way]
to end this journal ... no matter what goes through my day as long as i am alive ; i'm thankful!
Friday, January 22, 2010
january 22 2010
hmmm i don't get enough sleep for this day.. its just about 3hrs of anxious sleep, where i tried my best to close my eyes and take a nap but my mind is worried with all the requirements i need to finish.. hmmm actually i did poorly in my work today..and i feel so bad about it..(but i accepted the fact that's its my fault) so all i need to do is move on, right?.. at 3am the rain is pouring out its wrath;yet i decided to do my laundry out side wearing a jacket hahahah isn't it so weird? out in the rain with a jacket! hmmm after that i go back to writing my requirements, even without finishing it at 4am i started preparing for my duty {the rain is heavier than ever} i prayed that the rain will soon stop because the place where i am living is far a way from the main road which means that its hard to find a vehicle when its raining and at that time, i even get to think that i wont go to my duty; but i do the opposite as it always happens. hmmmm praise GOd the rain slowed down hehehe..my jacket is wet,the road is muddy and i'm wearing a white uniform plus i have loads of bagged huhuhu its hard you know hahhaha... and there is no taxi available so i need to take a motor cycle and a jeepney to reach the desired place.
Glory to God i arrived at the exact time for the circle(the time to check the attendance and para bag)
i am assigned at the female ward;ortho department .. i have 4 patients to take care of.. its a very busy day and i'm tired.. and i get to do what i hate about documenting huhuhu because its a legal document we are not allowed to make erasure and even a slight mistake! that makes it hard! maybe thats what i dont like bout my profession hehehe joke lang!
i'm the last one that finished charting and you just dont know how hard it is when everyone is waiting for you, it makes me feel so anxious and bad.
after our duty, we still need to go to school to pass the final exam for English; tired yet need to do my job as a student..
hehehe so after all of my activities above i rushed home to rest..disregarding the thought that i need to attend a party of a friend.
thats all for this day!
THANKS LORD!!! I LOVE YOU
Glory to God i arrived at the exact time for the circle(the time to check the attendance and para bag)
i am assigned at the female ward;ortho department .. i have 4 patients to take care of.. its a very busy day and i'm tired.. and i get to do what i hate about documenting huhuhu because its a legal document we are not allowed to make erasure and even a slight mistake! that makes it hard! maybe thats what i dont like bout my profession hehehe joke lang!
i'm the last one that finished charting and you just dont know how hard it is when everyone is waiting for you, it makes me feel so anxious and bad.
after our duty, we still need to go to school to pass the final exam for English; tired yet need to do my job as a student..
hehehe so after all of my activities above i rushed home to rest..disregarding the thought that i need to attend a party of a friend.
thats all for this day!
THANKS LORD!!! I LOVE YOU
Thursday, January 21, 2010
i dont want to go
You changed my world
When You came to me
You drove a passion
In my soul down deep
Lord, to follow You in everything
I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me
without You is a lie
And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to
be where You are
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/qZh ]
So I don't want to go
So come whatever
I'll stick with You
I'll walk, You'll lead me
Call me crazy or a fool
For forever I promise you that...
repeat chorus
Without Your touch
Without Your love
Filling me like an ocean
For Your grace is enough
Enough for me
To never want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
When You came to me
You drove a passion
In my soul down deep
Lord, to follow You in everything
I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me
without You is a lie
And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to
be where You are
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/qZh ]
So I don't want to go
So come whatever
I'll stick with You
I'll walk, You'll lead me
Call me crazy or a fool
For forever I promise you that...
repeat chorus
Without Your touch
Without Your love
Filling me like an ocean
For Your grace is enough
Enough for me
To never want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
january 21
I sleep late and it’s because I need to finish all my requirements in our English subject and thinking about it now makes me feel so anxious. Making me more concerned is the requirement for my duty tomorrow.
I want to sleep but I just can’t!!! Isn’t it so stupid that you are very tired yet your mind doesn’t what to give you the chance to rest?
I learn yesterday that I need to be thankful in every situations I am into whether its good of bad because you’re the only one labeling the events with the word GOOD and BAD… I wish you get what I am pointing out.
So here what I mean with what I am just saying.. this day is a very rainy day to think that I’m going to have my duty (which mean I’m going to wear a white uniform and all the other equipment goes along with that color) so what will be the outcome if you have to walk and even get late because of all this circumstances and fortunately forgetting your umbrella?.. But you know what, surprisingly I’m happy..
Honestly all I know now is that I cant live a day with out Him heheh…
Until here!!!
I want to sleep but I just can’t!!! Isn’t it so stupid that you are very tired yet your mind doesn’t what to give you the chance to rest?
I learn yesterday that I need to be thankful in every situations I am into whether its good of bad because you’re the only one labeling the events with the word GOOD and BAD… I wish you get what I am pointing out.
So here what I mean with what I am just saying.. this day is a very rainy day to think that I’m going to have my duty (which mean I’m going to wear a white uniform and all the other equipment goes along with that color) so what will be the outcome if you have to walk and even get late because of all this circumstances and fortunately forgetting your umbrella?.. But you know what, surprisingly I’m happy..
Honestly all I know now is that I cant live a day with out Him heheh…
Until here!!!
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
january 20 2010
hmmm its a cold morning and i dont want to wake up.. resting is such a wonderful time,but i need to stand up and go to school, there is nothing that will happen if i won't stop dreaming and start living for it.
anyway just want to release this feeling.... i'm so upset.. very much !!!
back to what i am writing...
i'm late for school but praise God, when i arrived at school my prof is busy and wasn't able to notice it.. hehehe ..
and after that my daily routine continued ... boring!!
at 1pm the rain started pouring out, i realize how blessed i am to experience rain without thinking about where will i hide to let it pass.. i mean many are suffering from poverty and i guess they dont like having this kind of rain bcoz there will be no place for them to rest and enjoy a cup of coffee like we do. . .
in about few day i'm having my birth day.. hmmm acctually i am not planning to celebrate it and i found out 2 peoples opinion about me when i get to ask them for a gift .. hmmmmmmm " you have everything nah and i dont know what to give u pah" they said it with a smile ... hahay escape para hnd mag give ng gift hahha jowk lang
but it makes me think HOw blessed i am
anyway just want to release this feeling.... i'm so upset.. very much !!!
back to what i am writing...
i'm late for school but praise God, when i arrived at school my prof is busy and wasn't able to notice it.. hehehe ..
and after that my daily routine continued ... boring!!
at 1pm the rain started pouring out, i realize how blessed i am to experience rain without thinking about where will i hide to let it pass.. i mean many are suffering from poverty and i guess they dont like having this kind of rain bcoz there will be no place for them to rest and enjoy a cup of coffee like we do. . .
in about few day i'm having my birth day.. hmmm acctually i am not planning to celebrate it and i found out 2 peoples opinion about me when i get to ask them for a gift .. hmmmmmmm " you have everything nah and i dont know what to give u pah" they said it with a smile ... hahay escape para hnd mag give ng gift hahha jowk lang
but it makes me think HOw blessed i am
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
january 19 2010
i wake up from an bad dream..( but according to a very good friend of mine there is no bad or good dream.. its just a dream.. i was rebuke by that.. knowing its true!)
i go out through out the day with a heavy heart doesnt even know how to laugh real. i was worried, sad and alone. even so i try to live with the moment but it was so heavy that i cant handle.. i want to run crying but tears wont allow me to express it. i'm so excited to go home because its my place of comfort ..after my class i went home with a lot of pain.. with no reason!
i open my FB praise God, his online and he encouraged me.. them he let me remember about
NICK VUJICIC
“I WILL TRY 100 times to get UP and if I fail 100 times and give up, do you think we’ll go to GET UP? NO! But if I FAIL and TRY (DO IT) AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN, I just want you to know that it’s not the END. IT MATTERS HOW YOU ARE GOING TO FINISH."
i go out through out the day with a heavy heart doesnt even know how to laugh real. i was worried, sad and alone. even so i try to live with the moment but it was so heavy that i cant handle.. i want to run crying but tears wont allow me to express it. i'm so excited to go home because its my place of comfort ..after my class i went home with a lot of pain.. with no reason!
i open my FB praise God, his online and he encouraged me.. them he let me remember about
NICK VUJICIC
“I WILL TRY 100 times to get UP and if I fail 100 times and give up, do you think we’ll go to GET UP? NO! But if I FAIL and TRY (DO IT) AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN, I just want you to know that it’s not the END. IT MATTERS HOW YOU ARE GOING TO FINISH."
Monday, January 18, 2010
january 18 2010
what can i say about this day?? hmmmmmm
i wake up 7am hehehe late with my class, i decided not to go to school for some weather reason (it was cold morning) but praise God because my professor is also absent (dont know the reason why) it was a blessing, i get to have a wonderful sleep but just bothered with my mind that is keep on working ( have you ever experience that? your body is trying to rest while your mind do the opposite?) hmmmm it was tiresome later at 1pm i wake up and take my lunch (rice and corned beef with egg) after which i take a bath and about 30mins , i'm on my way to school.
hmmm nothing really special happened this day.. (coz i cant really put my thoughts in here hahhaahh)
lesson :
its hard to understand people who dont want to be understood.
i wake up 7am hehehe late with my class, i decided not to go to school for some weather reason (it was cold morning) but praise God because my professor is also absent (dont know the reason why) it was a blessing, i get to have a wonderful sleep but just bothered with my mind that is keep on working ( have you ever experience that? your body is trying to rest while your mind do the opposite?) hmmmm it was tiresome later at 1pm i wake up and take my lunch (rice and corned beef with egg) after which i take a bath and about 30mins , i'm on my way to school.
hmmm nothing really special happened this day.. (coz i cant really put my thoughts in here hahhaahh)
lesson :
its hard to understand people who dont want to be understood.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
january 17 2010
i wake up early because of the noise of the television .. its sunday morning so almost all the channels are giving chances to churches to let their service be available with the audience,its one way of spreading the good news.
well as i open my eyes, (even when its close) i have a lot of things in mind.. always preoccupied with thibgs i need to do and accomplish, forgetting the most important part to give time to my creator. i feel so guilty knowing i spend my time in worthless routine of my daily life.
after doing the laundry, i decided to go to church ... i prayed about my dreams that i know will come into fulfillment this year( by faith)
4pm we and my groupmates meet at MTs for our manuscript and the rain start pouring i mean heavy rain huhbuhuhu "basa na ako"
hehehe.. after having my dinner at taps with ate leah i went home, looking forward towards the next day!!
lesson:
keep on going!
well as i open my eyes, (even when its close) i have a lot of things in mind.. always preoccupied with thibgs i need to do and accomplish, forgetting the most important part to give time to my creator. i feel so guilty knowing i spend my time in worthless routine of my daily life.
after doing the laundry, i decided to go to church ... i prayed about my dreams that i know will come into fulfillment this year( by faith)
4pm we and my groupmates meet at MTs for our manuscript and the rain start pouring i mean heavy rain huhbuhuhu "basa na ako"
hehehe.. after having my dinner at taps with ate leah i went home, looking forward towards the next day!!
lesson:
keep on going!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
dare t0 dream
I've loss a lot of things i treasured, people that i cared for and even situations of opportunity ... but what c0mforts me is His way Of turning each failure into success and sit backs into come backs! few days from now I'm going to celebrate my 20th birth day.
i need to join a networking group and i know its not impossible with my creator.
before my birth day i'm going to join it in Jesus name!!! and I'm going to be a millionaire and even more at the end of this year..
i will be someone just like the way He promise me.
i need to join a networking group and i know its not impossible with my creator.
before my birth day i'm going to join it in Jesus name!!! and I'm going to be a millionaire and even more at the end of this year..
i will be someone just like the way He promise me.
january 16 2010 " i have Him"
as i see the sky and its marvelous beauty --all i can say is that MY God is so amazing!!!
often times i find my self all alone wishing that someone is with me to keep me company. certain times are really those low point that all you can think is that your alone and sad. But what amaze me is His way of comforting me.
after a busy week, with actually no sleep because of preparing for our duty whenever we are the one in charge for the daily program and preparation; that keeps me so busy that i don't have the expense to rest but it keeps me company concealing the part that I'm alone. but whenever the week end and we are given the time of rest, all that i can do is release a big exhale . thinking that i'll be alone again.. yes, i like the part that i do get a real sleep and rest but after i wake up?? what will it be...
its so ironic that I'm a loner but doesn't want to be alone.
from the very beginning of creation when God create the heaven and the earth and majestically made adam the first man to walk in earth and the first one to experience the great wonder of His creation find himself empty with no companion to enjoy the blessing that he has been given. so his been given eve, his wife who in turn lead him to the part of disobedience but lets shift to my point that as everybody conclude "no man's is an island" i live alone not literally because i get to live with ann a friend whom i consider dear. but my family is separated living in different direction merely not communicating, so i guess you get my point of living alone.. so what about my friends so might be thinking.. here is a thought i keep "they are busy with their own lives so dont disturbed them"
i went home so tired and suddenly find my self sleeping but after waking up i find myself again alone.. i just watch the television to let the time past and after a while decided to go out and check my mails and blog out what i think . when i'm about to lock the gate mmmmm i notice how beautiful is the sky and the formation of the clouds like its showing GOd's faithfulness i begin to realize His love for me and the way He suffered at the cross alone, it puts a smile on me realizing " i have him"
often times i find my self all alone wishing that someone is with me to keep me company. certain times are really those low point that all you can think is that your alone and sad. But what amaze me is His way of comforting me.
after a busy week, with actually no sleep because of preparing for our duty whenever we are the one in charge for the daily program and preparation; that keeps me so busy that i don't have the expense to rest but it keeps me company concealing the part that I'm alone. but whenever the week end and we are given the time of rest, all that i can do is release a big exhale . thinking that i'll be alone again.. yes, i like the part that i do get a real sleep and rest but after i wake up?? what will it be...
its so ironic that I'm a loner but doesn't want to be alone.
from the very beginning of creation when God create the heaven and the earth and majestically made adam the first man to walk in earth and the first one to experience the great wonder of His creation find himself empty with no companion to enjoy the blessing that he has been given. so his been given eve, his wife who in turn lead him to the part of disobedience but lets shift to my point that as everybody conclude "no man's is an island" i live alone not literally because i get to live with ann a friend whom i consider dear. but my family is separated living in different direction merely not communicating, so i guess you get my point of living alone.. so what about my friends so might be thinking.. here is a thought i keep "they are busy with their own lives so dont disturbed them"
i went home so tired and suddenly find my self sleeping but after waking up i find myself again alone.. i just watch the television to let the time past and after a while decided to go out and check my mails and blog out what i think . when i'm about to lock the gate mmmmm i notice how beautiful is the sky and the formation of the clouds like its showing GOd's faithfulness i begin to realize His love for me and the way He suffered at the cross alone, it puts a smile on me realizing " i have him"
Friday, January 15, 2010
january 14-15 2010
january 14
thursday...........
i go home at 2am from my classmates house because we are preparing for the food for our duty.. so tired and helpless because we are oblige to comply every single requirements ....i arrived 2:30 am rush to my bed to sleep..thinking that at 4am i should be back at my classmates house to begin cooking the food.. after an hour of sleep i force my self to wake up still dizzy my body wants to rest....my mind is busy thinking about the case presentation that is due this Friday after the culmination....
6:30 am we arrived at the hospital everyone is sleepy but we tried our best to make ourselves awake to make the program alive... 12noon the program ended. we are so happy but when our C.I announced that we need to stay to meet with the afternoon group we are all disappointed. ..
later everyone is busy preparing for the big day "culmination" tasks are disseminated...to make things fast.. 4pm we are allowed to go home.. but at 7pm we should be at kuya's normam house to prepare for the culmination at the same time for the case presentation.
lesson:
time management can lessen the burden you are carrying.. task should be disseminated...got to keep going!
january 15 2010
12 midnight "kuya allan's bday"
still at kuya normans house.. everyone is busy doing each task.. everyone is in need of sleep and anxious because in few hours we should be at the hospital preparing for the culmination and at the afternoon for the Cp...
4am i decided to go home to take a bath and prepare my self for our duty..
6:30--- i'm on my way to the hospital.. when i arrived ..i begun to help with the physical set up.. 8am the program started..
its our last day of exposure for that concept..
at 1 pm we started giving our case presentation...
5pm we all go home...
lesson
no matter how busy we are ..we should never forget to pray..
thursday...........
i go home at 2am from my classmates house because we are preparing for the food for our duty.. so tired and helpless because we are oblige to comply every single requirements ....i arrived 2:30 am rush to my bed to sleep..thinking that at 4am i should be back at my classmates house to begin cooking the food.. after an hour of sleep i force my self to wake up still dizzy my body wants to rest....my mind is busy thinking about the case presentation that is due this Friday after the culmination....
6:30 am we arrived at the hospital everyone is sleepy but we tried our best to make ourselves awake to make the program alive... 12noon the program ended. we are so happy but when our C.I announced that we need to stay to meet with the afternoon group we are all disappointed. ..
later everyone is busy preparing for the big day "culmination" tasks are disseminated...to make things fast.. 4pm we are allowed to go home.. but at 7pm we should be at kuya's normam house to prepare for the culmination at the same time for the case presentation.
lesson:
time management can lessen the burden you are carrying.. task should be disseminated...got to keep going!
january 15 2010
12 midnight "kuya allan's bday"
still at kuya normans house.. everyone is busy doing each task.. everyone is in need of sleep and anxious because in few hours we should be at the hospital preparing for the culmination and at the afternoon for the Cp...
4am i decided to go home to take a bath and prepare my self for our duty..
6:30--- i'm on my way to the hospital.. when i arrived ..i begun to help with the physical set up.. 8am the program started..
its our last day of exposure for that concept..
at 1 pm we started giving our case presentation...
5pm we all go home...
lesson
no matter how busy we are ..we should never forget to pray..
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
is he a man or a she
it confuses me how to deal with someone that is at the stage of searching for his identity....
daily journal january 13 2010
my alarm clock rings at 5 am.. my mind wants to wake up its but my body wants to sleep.. due to this i just stand and stop the clock form ringing and transfered to the sala to continue my disturbed sleep.... my mind keeps on bugging me "wake up its your duty" still feeling guilty i rouse up of the sofa trying to open my eyes.. i sit down for a while... and i started praying.. i know that i have sinned and i'm feeling guilty about it.. don't know where to start .......
BIT worried.. then a thought came MMMMMmmmmmmm " having everything in the world doesn't give you the insurance of being at peace.. its being with the Lord who is the prince of peace that can make you at peace" still a little bit of sleepy but my mind pursue my being.. i begun to get ready for the day..
before i went to my duty i whisper a silent praying asking God for the Day to be with me.. (a part from Him i can do nothing at all).....hmmmmm i'm anxious about what will the day be..after arriving at the hospital we become to busy .. and our instructor decided to have the CP this coming saturday giving us a bunch of pressure ...because we still need to prepare for our exam and culmination.
after the duty i went to school for our lecture haaaaaaayyyyyyyyy sensory overload stress..... but thanks GOd for sustaining me..
activities for the night
make the CP
prepare the food.. ( no time to go home)
lesson
whatever mistake you have committed as long as you know its a sin; repeatedly doing it will give you the sense of guiltiness --- its just up to you whenever you want peace.. u have to stop.. and surrender.
BIT worried.. then a thought came MMMMMmmmmmmm " having everything in the world doesn't give you the insurance of being at peace.. its being with the Lord who is the prince of peace that can make you at peace" still a little bit of sleepy but my mind pursue my being.. i begun to get ready for the day..
before i went to my duty i whisper a silent praying asking God for the Day to be with me.. (a part from Him i can do nothing at all).....hmmmmm i'm anxious about what will the day be..after arriving at the hospital we become to busy .. and our instructor decided to have the CP this coming saturday giving us a bunch of pressure ...because we still need to prepare for our exam and culmination.
after the duty i went to school for our lecture haaaaaaayyyyyyyyy sensory overload stress..... but thanks GOd for sustaining me..
activities for the night
make the CP
prepare the food.. ( no time to go home)
lesson
whatever mistake you have committed as long as you know its a sin; repeatedly doing it will give you the sense of guiltiness --- its just up to you whenever you want peace.. u have to stop.. and surrender.
daily journal from 9-12 of january
january 9
saturday.... i wake up feeling better looking forwad to what our Clinical Instructor require us to do for our case presentation... 8am at school we log in for day.. nothing important really happen i just found out that my "mr X" crush is not quite of the man i'm looking for.. at 3: 30 pm i went to gfi office to attend the seminar that eventually start a 9pm huhuhu anyways its a blessing in disguise because i get to spend sometime with a friend i really miss.. after he first module bout 11pm we decided to stay because i wanted to learn more.. so 2nd module will be given next. few people stayed but i guess its a worth staying for.. i'm convince to join the company its just that i'm still prayng for the money i need..
lesson:
find the urgency to fullfill your dreams
january 10
sunday.. 3am just about to go home... needing to sleep.. i'm so tired..
when i arrive at home i decided to sleep at the sala because i'm to tired to arrange my bed..9am a wake up.. again i fail to go to church.. SOrry Lord huhuhuhuhu.. still guilty of somethings....
i stayed at home all day long...
lesson
obedience is better than sacrifice
january 11 ,2010
i wake up late huhuhu i rush to go to my duty praise God because i'm able to catch up.. its raining and we still need to continue with the program .. later after my duty we had our lecture at school still tired... its a busy day..
7pm i go home just to prepare because i still need to go to kuya norman's house for the preparation... 8:30 i'm on my way.. i still need to meet john to give the jacket i just barrowed last saturday... 9pm we meet at victoria and we go to perry's house for an additional lecture about the business..10 pm still listening to the lecture and worried because i know i need to be at my classmates house.. so i decided to take the taxi (its raining hard) when i arrived at the house they are almost done with the preparation.. all i need to do is practice the dance.. 12am we finished everything and its still raining and again i need to take the cab to go home.. hubuhuhu soooooooooooo tired and sleepy
lesson
dont be to impulsive with you schedules; it will burn you out !!! take some rest
january 12
still need some rest .. i wake up 5:30am huhuhu i want to shout i need some sleep!!!! i start preparing for my duty.. thanks God i'm not late... we had a good time..
after my duty i went home to sleep.. unfortunately i sleep to much...so i wasn't able to go to school for my lecture... but its okay because they just watch a movie..
a 7pm i went to my lola's house because her youngest daughter will be arriving... after i went home.. tired.. sorry Lord
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i'm anxious mmmmmmmmmmmm
lesson:
learn to say NO
saturday.... i wake up feeling better looking forwad to what our Clinical Instructor require us to do for our case presentation... 8am at school we log in for day.. nothing important really happen i just found out that my "mr X" crush is not quite of the man i'm looking for.. at 3: 30 pm i went to gfi office to attend the seminar that eventually start a 9pm huhuhu anyways its a blessing in disguise because i get to spend sometime with a friend i really miss.. after he first module bout 11pm we decided to stay because i wanted to learn more.. so 2nd module will be given next. few people stayed but i guess its a worth staying for.. i'm convince to join the company its just that i'm still prayng for the money i need..
lesson:
find the urgency to fullfill your dreams
january 10
sunday.. 3am just about to go home... needing to sleep.. i'm so tired..
when i arrive at home i decided to sleep at the sala because i'm to tired to arrange my bed..9am a wake up.. again i fail to go to church.. SOrry Lord huhuhuhuhu.. still guilty of somethings....
i stayed at home all day long...
lesson
obedience is better than sacrifice
january 11 ,2010
i wake up late huhuhu i rush to go to my duty praise God because i'm able to catch up.. its raining and we still need to continue with the program .. later after my duty we had our lecture at school still tired... its a busy day..
7pm i go home just to prepare because i still need to go to kuya norman's house for the preparation... 8:30 i'm on my way.. i still need to meet john to give the jacket i just barrowed last saturday... 9pm we meet at victoria and we go to perry's house for an additional lecture about the business..10 pm still listening to the lecture and worried because i know i need to be at my classmates house.. so i decided to take the taxi (its raining hard) when i arrived at the house they are almost done with the preparation.. all i need to do is practice the dance.. 12am we finished everything and its still raining and again i need to take the cab to go home.. hubuhuhu soooooooooooo tired and sleepy
lesson
dont be to impulsive with you schedules; it will burn you out !!! take some rest
january 12
still need some rest .. i wake up 5:30am huhuhu i want to shout i need some sleep!!!! i start preparing for my duty.. thanks God i'm not late... we had a good time..
after my duty i went home to sleep.. unfortunately i sleep to much...so i wasn't able to go to school for my lecture... but its okay because they just watch a movie..
a 7pm i went to my lola's house because her youngest daughter will be arriving... after i went home.. tired.. sorry Lord
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i'm anxious mmmmmmmmmmmm
lesson:
learn to say NO
Friday, January 8, 2010
daily journal
January 6 2010
i had a goo sleep and i wake up early to go to school.. later after school we rush to go to our duty an unfortunately i was the one assigned to get my patient in her ward to care for her an make the nurse-patient interaction and I'm anxious wondering what will happen but thank God i was able to handle the day. the person whom i like texted me later that afternoon an wished to see me but due to public demand hehehe i wasn't able to meet him which is good bcoz i'm so tired and have a lot of things to do . i sleep that night at 2am of the next morning bcoz i insisted to finish the movie that interest me a lot.
lesson
being tempted is never an excuse not to say no!
january 7, 2010
i wake up late but since i still need to go to school wishing its sunday so that i can rest.. thinking i'm really anxious for the things that are about to happen.. i'm worried and i dont know why.. just hoping things will work out just fine.. maybe i'm just guilty... after my class i meet him and go home.
lesson
we make our own ghost..
january 8 2010
hay i wake up at 6am still sleepy i push my self to prepare for the day. i ate a chocolate to start the day and some what stimulate my brain for the events that will take place.. i really dont have the goo mood and worried that i might me late for my class but still persistent .. i accidentally meet him outside of the school so i go with him.. i dont know if he likes me.. really dont get whats the deal between us.. hoping to know... for some good reason we are late for our duty and i hate the weather its cold. when i arrived at dmh they are getting ready to interview our client and to get some data for the case presentation that is about to happen next Saturday.. after seeing the chart we enter to the room/ward where we can find our patients for a talk yet because i'm so anxious and afraid and without the copy of anamesis the interview wasnt successful an we (specially me) received an award of words of an upset clinical instructor that gives me a lot of stress.. so after my duty i decided to go to my lola's house so that i can have someone to talk to and release some of my feelings.. and so i did... we had v-oke and i sung a lot hhehehe a way to relieve some stress.. thanks God for this day ..for i am bless and happy...
lesson
you can never say you had move on.. unless you learn to accept that its over
i had a goo sleep and i wake up early to go to school.. later after school we rush to go to our duty an unfortunately i was the one assigned to get my patient in her ward to care for her an make the nurse-patient interaction and I'm anxious wondering what will happen but thank God i was able to handle the day. the person whom i like texted me later that afternoon an wished to see me but due to public demand hehehe i wasn't able to meet him which is good bcoz i'm so tired and have a lot of things to do . i sleep that night at 2am of the next morning bcoz i insisted to finish the movie that interest me a lot.
lesson
being tempted is never an excuse not to say no!
january 7, 2010
i wake up late but since i still need to go to school wishing its sunday so that i can rest.. thinking i'm really anxious for the things that are about to happen.. i'm worried and i dont know why.. just hoping things will work out just fine.. maybe i'm just guilty... after my class i meet him and go home.
lesson
we make our own ghost..
january 8 2010
hay i wake up at 6am still sleepy i push my self to prepare for the day. i ate a chocolate to start the day and some what stimulate my brain for the events that will take place.. i really dont have the goo mood and worried that i might me late for my class but still persistent .. i accidentally meet him outside of the school so i go with him.. i dont know if he likes me.. really dont get whats the deal between us.. hoping to know... for some good reason we are late for our duty and i hate the weather its cold. when i arrived at dmh they are getting ready to interview our client and to get some data for the case presentation that is about to happen next Saturday.. after seeing the chart we enter to the room/ward where we can find our patients for a talk yet because i'm so anxious and afraid and without the copy of anamesis the interview wasnt successful an we (specially me) received an award of words of an upset clinical instructor that gives me a lot of stress.. so after my duty i decided to go to my lola's house so that i can have someone to talk to and release some of my feelings.. and so i did... we had v-oke and i sung a lot hhehehe a way to relieve some stress.. thanks God for this day ..for i am bless and happy...
lesson
you can never say you had move on.. unless you learn to accept that its over
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