Monday, November 30, 2009

a life of joy

living for the LOrd is the best thing i ever done with my life

Thursday, November 26, 2009

part one

I’m happy seeing my friends fulfilling there life long dreams and I get to find that they are happy, but I wonder about mine? How about me? I regret a lot of things but those mistakes make me who I am now and who to blame? But my self… I think a lot of times who I want to be but never did I find one that I want. I guess I’m at the right path now but still there are lot of things to consider and my life still continue it’s search toward who will I be. I’ve gone through a lot since I left for college to pursue a medical profession which is very known to all Nursing but with this I gain a lot of insight, I get a lot of respect from people around me because I wear a white uniform that signifies health and a capacity to help but I guess people expect more from what is in reality because they don’t get to see what we are really doing. I fall many times , I even fail once in my anatomy because I fall short of what I desire to be and what the Lord wants for me I go and search my happiness in the world, love that I never got to have in my home because all I found is myself being pressured and all so I search to want I think that will fill the empty part of me but all I get was being more broken that I’ve ever been.

God's promises [anger]

Cease from anger and forsake wrath; Do not fret; it leads only to evildoing."
Psalm 37:8

"A wise man is cautious and turns away from evil, But a fool is arrogant and careless. A quick-tempered man acts foolishly, And a man of evil devices is hated."
Proverbs 14:16-17

"He who is slow to anger has great understanding, But he who is quick-tempered exalts folly."Proverbs 14:29

"A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger."
Proverbs 15:1

"He who is slow to anger is better than the mighty, And he who rules his spirit, than he who captures a city."
Proverbs 16:32

"Do not be eager in your heart to be angry, For anger resides in the bosom of fools."
Ecclesiastes 7:9

"But I say to you that everyone who is angry with his brother shall be guilty before the court; and whoever says to his brother, 'You good-for-nothing,' shall be guilty before the supreme court; and whoever says, 'You fool,' shall be guilty enough to go into the fiery hell.

"Therefore if you are presenting your offering at the altar, and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your offering there before the altar and go; first be reconciled to your brother, and then come and present your offering."
Matthew 5:22-24

"For if you forgive others for their transgressions, your heavenly Father will also forgive you."
Matthew 6:14

"Never take your own revenge, beloved, but leave room for the wrath of God, for it is written, 'VENGEANCE IS MINE, I WILL REPAY,' says the Lord. 'BUT IF YOUR ENEMY IS HUNGRY, FEED HIM, AND IF HE IS THIRSTY, GIVE HIM A DRINK; FOR IN SO DOING YOU WILL HEAP BURNING COALS ON HIS HEAD.' Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."
Romans 12:19-21

"BE ANGRY, AND YET DO NOT SIN; do not let the sun go down on your anger."
Ephesians 4:26

"Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving each other, just as God in Christ also has forgiven you."
Ephesians 4:31-32

"But now you also, put them all aside: anger, wrath, malice, slander, and abusive speech from your mouth."
Colossians 3:8

"For we know Him who said, 'VENGEANCE IS MINE, I WILL REPAY.' And again, 'THE LORD WILL JUDGE HIS PEOPLE.'"
Hebrews 10:30

"This you know, my beloved brethren. But everyone must be quick to hear, slow to speak and slow to anger; for the anger of man does not achieve the righteousness of God."
James 1:19-20

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Monday, November 23, 2009

GOD'S PROMISES [AMBITION]

"Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus."
Philippians 3:13-14

"Do not seek what you will eat and what you will drink, and do not keep worrying. For all these things the nations of the world eagerly seek; but your Father knows that you need these things. But seek His kingdom, and these things will be added to you."
Luke 12:29-31

"So then, brethren, stand firm and hold to the traditions which you were taught, whether by word of mouth or by letter from us."
2 Thessalonians 2:15

"The greatest among you shall be your servant. Whoever exalts himself shall be humbled; and whoever humbles himself shall be exalted."
Matthew 23:11-12

"You shall not covet your neighbor's house; you shall not covet your neighbor's wife or his male servant or his female servant or his ox or his donkey or anything that belongs to your neighbor."
Exodus 20:17

"Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might."
Ecclesiastes 9:10

"We must work the works of Him who sent Me as long as it is day; night is coming when no one can work."
John 9:4

"This man had been instructed in the way of the Lord; and being fervent in spirit, he was speaking and teaching accurately the things concerning Jesus, being acquainted only with the baptism of John."
Acts 18:25

"Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but only one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may win."
1 Corinthians 9:24

"Again, the devil took Him to a very high mountain and showed Him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory; and he said to Him, 'All these things I will give You, if You fall down and worship me.' Then Jesus said to him, 'Go, Satan! For it is written, "You shall worship the Lord your God, and serve Him only."'"
Matthew 4:8-10

"Earnestly desire the greater gifts. And I show you a still more excellent way."
1 Corinthians 12:31

"How can you believe, when you receive glory from one another and you do not seek the glory that is from the one and only God?"
John 5:44

GoD's promises [ADDICTION]

"Even so consider yourselves to be dead to sin, but alive to God in Christ Jesus. Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its lusts, and do not go on presenting the members of your body to sin as instruments of unrighteousness; but present yourselves to God as those alive form the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness to God. For sin shall not be master over you, for you are not under law but under grace."
Rom 6:11-14

"Therefore confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another so that you may be healed. The effective prayer of a righteous man can accomplish much."
James 5:16

"It was for freedom that Christ set us free; therefore keep standing firm and do not be subject again to a yoke of slavery."
Galatians 5:1

"But I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not carry out the desire of the flesh. For the flesh sets its desire against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; for these are in opposition to one another, so that you may not do the things that you please."
Galatians 5:16-17

"Now those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live by the Spirit, let us also walk by the Spirit."
Galatians 5:24-25

"For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set you free from the law of sin and of death."
Romans 8:2

"For those who are according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who are according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit. For the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace, because the mind set on the flesh is hostile toward God; for it does not subject itself to the law of God, for it is not even able to do so, and those who are in the flesh cannot please God. However you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you."
Romans 8:5-9

"Therefore if you have been raised up with Christ, keep seeking the things above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth. For you have died and your life is hidden with Christ in God."
Colossians 3:1-3

"Do not love the world nor the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the boastful pride of life, is not from the Father, but is from the world. The world is passing away, and also its lusts; but the one who does the will of God lives forever."
1 John 2:15-17

"For whatever is born of God overcomes the world; and this is the victory that has overcome the world- our faith. Who is the one who overcomes the world, but he who believes that Jesus is the Son of God."
1 John 5:4-5

"You are from God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world."
1 John 4:4

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
Phillipians 4:6-7

"Finally, bretheren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute , if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things. The things you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you."
Phillipians 4:8-9

"I can do all things through Him who strengthens me."
Phillipians 4:13

"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you."
James 4:7

GOD'S promises [ACCOUNTABILITY]

Each one of us will give an account of himself to God."
Romans 14:12

"The one who did not know it, and committed deeds worthy of a flogging, will receive but few. From everyone who has been given much, much will be required; and to whom they entrusted much, of him they will ask all the more."
Luke 12:48

"In this case, moreover, it is required of stewards that one be found trustworthy."
1 Corinthians 4:2

"Obey your leaders and submit to them, for they keep watch over your souls as those who will give an account. Let them do this with joy and not with grief, for this would be unprofitable for you."
Hebrews 13:17

"It was for freedom that Christ set us free; therefore keep standing firm and do not be subject again to a yoke of slavery."
Galatians 5:1

"Keep on the alert at all times, praying that you may have strength to escape all these things that are about to take place, and to stand before the Son of Man."
Luke 21:36

"If you are wise, you are wise for yourself, and if you scoff, you alone will bear it."
Proverbs 9:12

"I tell you that every careless word that people speak, they shall give an accounting for it in the day of judgment."
Matthew 12:36

"God said to him, 'You fool! This very night your soul is required of you; and now who will own what you have prepared?'"
Luke 12:20

"Fathers shall not be put to death for their sons, nor shall sons be put to death for their fathers; everyone shall be put to death for his own sin."
Deuteronomy 24:16

"We who are strong ought to bear the weaknesses of those without strength and not just please ourselves. Each of us is to please his neighbor for his good, to his edification."
Romans 15:1-2

"Bretheren, even if anyone is caught in any trespass, you who are spiritual, restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness; each one looking to yourself, so that you too will not be tempted."
Galatians 6:1

"The person who sins will die. The son will not bear the punishment for the father's iniquity,nor will the father bear the punishment for the son's iniquity; the righteousness of the righteous will be upon himself, and the wickedness of the wicked will be upon himself."
Ezekiel 18:20

GOd's Promises[ ACCEPTANCE]

"To the praise of the glory of His grace, which He freely bestowed on us in the Beloved."
Ephesians 1:6

"Therefore also we have as our ambition, whether at home or absent, to be pleasing to Him."
2 Corinthians 5:9

"You did not choose me, but I chose you, and appointed you that you would go and bear fruit, and that your fruit would remain, so that whatever you ask of the Father in My name He may give to you."
John 15:16

"Just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we would be holy and blameless before Him, In love He predestined us to adoption as sons through Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the kind intention of His will."
Ephesians 1:5

"Also we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to His purpose who works all things after the counsel of His will."
Ephesians 1:11

"But in every nation he that feareth him, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him."
Acts 10:35

"Wherefore, accept one another, just as Christ also accepted us to the glory of God."
Romans 15:7

"But as many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe in His name who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh not of the will of man, but of God."
John 1:12

"Now He who establishes us with you in Christ and anointed us is God, who also sealed us and gave us the Spirit in our hearts as a pledge."
2 Corinthians 1:21

God is faithful, through whom you were called into fellowship with His Son, Jesus Christ our Lord."
1 Corinthians 1:9

"Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. "
Matthew 11:28

"Therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus."
Romans 8:1

"And you have been given fullness in Christ, who is the head over every power and authority."
Colossians 2:10

"For He rescued us from the domain of darkness, and transferred us to the kindgdom of His beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins."
Colossians 1:14

Saturday, November 21, 2009

how

how will i let go of someone that i never owned?

how can i stop when your always around?

how can i say goodbye

when all i know is to love you?

how will i learn to hate you?

when its all about you that i think about?

Thursday, November 19, 2009

huhu

why is it your making me cry?

don't you know your hurting me bad?

i hate you..

i really want to hate you..

it hurts

How should I act when you’re around? How can I smirk and say HI! When every time I notice you with her it slay my heart, your charisma bothers me; your friends scoff at me like as if I’m a wanted person

I’ve disregard you too many times but you always try to reside close. I want to screech at your face  WILL YOU STOP IT!! I GET IT… STOP KILLING ME!!

You know that I love you and I know you see me as nonentity

It moan me up when I saw you holding her close when I know that’s what my place used to be

I don’t know if she knows who you really are but I doubt that she knows my place in your life.

I see you now as a blank page and not a star whom I admire before

You’re loosing the glaze and your quality

Or is it just I’m letting you go?

 

 

Friday, November 13, 2009

my day to day

i have a very good day, i get to enjoy my life


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

i wish you loved me

somethin, somethin as simple as me hearin your name(hearin your name)
Puts me, puts me in a place that I can't even explain (uh oh, no I ain't never been here before)
I really didn't know back then
But right now I'm totally sure
Baby I know I'm your friend
But I wanna be much more

[Hook:]
I get butterflies when I see you comin
Ooh boy you got me runnin'
This feelin' in my stomach
Tells me I should be your woman
Cause your the only one who makes my fairytale come true

[Chorus:]
How can someone make so sad
But still I only want them to stay (want you to stay)
I wanna say I love you so bad
But I don't wanna scare you away (but I don't want to scare you away)
Please, I wish that you'll understand
That I wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me

[Verse 2: Sammie]
You think that I ain't feelin' you but let me explain (let me explain)
Since, since, since, since hearin' your side of the story it's clear we're feelin' the same
No I really didn't know back then
But maybe it was better then cause now I am a better man
And you ain't got to wish no more
Baby I'm wat you've been waitin' for

[Hook:]
[Tynisha:] Maybe this is why
[Sammie:] I never really liked your male friends
[ Tynisha Keli Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
[Tynisha:] Why
[Sammie:] Never thought that they deserved your attention
[Tynisha:] Why
[Sammie:] I never realized that in your life it was me you were missin'

[Chorus:]
How can someone make me so sad(I don't know)
But still I only want them to stay(I'm a stay with you baby)
I wanna say, I love you, so bad (I love you too)
But I don't wanna scare you away (How can you scare me away baby)
Please, I wish that you'll understand (Tynisha I understand)
That I wanna be more than just your friend (The feelin' is mutual)
I wish you loved me

[Bridge:]
[Tynisha:]
Said if you really love somebody
I mean really, really, really, really love somebody
Let me hear you say yea, yea
Let me hear you say yea, yea
[Sammie:]
If you really know you need her
And you know deep down your never gonna leave her
Let me hear you say yea, yea
Let me hear you say yea

[Chorus:]
Tell me how can someone make me so sad (Make me so sad) (I don't know)
But still I only want them to stay (I wnat you to stay) (I'm a stay with you baby)
I wanna say, I love you, so bad
But I don't wanna scare you away (You can't scare me away beautiful girl) (Please)
Please I wish that you'll understand (I understand girl)
That I wanna be more than just your friend (More than just a friend to you babe)
I wish you loved m

i'll never let go

i'll never let Go 

cause i know i'm at the right moment

all i need to do is fight and let you know that i love you

i'll never let go

cause i know you love me too

time cant erase what we had 

no one can replace me 

from your heart

you  love me

and i will fight for that

 you make me smile

and i cant let that pass

no other person can make me see the beauty i have 

and i cant learn to live

unless it's with you...

i wonder how will i start what i want to say.....

my mind seems blank and i cant express what i truly feel

i'm happy that i have you even i know its like a dream that somehow i need to wake up

but with you i find myself at home

your voice calm my wounded heart

your hug brings me to the point of satisfaction

your kiss like no other can make me close my eyes and cause my heart to wonder if its real?

i love you but no reason seems to fit why?

so dont ask me why

cause all i know is that i love you

you might be owned by someone else by what reality present

but i know one day you'll find your self coming home

where you know you truly belongs 

a new start

i just realized that life is happy

if you know how to trust God