jan 1- 12am i spend my new year at our house --cant really call it a home because its just me and my friend who lived there.. i wish to spend it with the people i care but fate wont allow me to ...
6pm- i have a date with jeff.. we watch a movie "panday" and since i wish to go home early at 8pm i'm taking the way home alone..
lesson:
the Lord always give us the chance to change.
learn to make the right decision!
jan 2- me and ann decided to stay at home and later at the 6pm go out and have fun but due to the uncertainty hehehe she leave the house more earlier than i do so when i'm about to meet her at the mall she had gone to her uncle and so i choose to go home and just buy a movie tape and wished to let the kill the time by just watching it
lesson
dont say things that will just worry you after.
jan 3- its sunday.. but since i spend all night to watch a movie i wake up at about 9am and the service will start at 10 am.. so again we just stay at home ...we had a good breakfast that morning. mmmmm
later at the afternoon we visited the asoy and then go home
lesson
sometimes its hard to live when you find your self at this point
just learn to exist.
jan 4- back to school.. its our orientation day for the exposure at mental hospital... i really didn't have a good day.. we are late when we arrived at dmh and since saldua is at the hospital because of acute appendicitis i dont have a patient to take care of.. i really wonder what to do 2mrw. and i also find my self out of mood for the day i just felt like i want to be alone and somehow wishing for someone.. i visited my lola and find her worried with her children .and i dont have a enough money but thanks God my Mother send me some for the payment for my duty
i dont know what will happen next.. i just want to give it a day off and hope that 2mrw will be better.. all that is left is to trust HIM.
lesson for this day mmmmmmm
the Lord knows your need and He knows when you need it.
He has a great timing for everything..
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